My guess about 3 things JA will include:
1. nobody came to testify for me because they were all too scared, but I have tons of friends and family who really love me and don't want you to kill me. Vote life for them, not for me.
2. I know some of you don't believe that I am a domestic violence survivor, but I am. I'm hoping that some good can come out of the terrible bad thing that I did. I've received mail from thousands and thousands of women who tell me that my story has saved their lives, because they realized they were being abused - they didn't know until me- until I told my story- and that they knew to leave before it was too late. I know that doesn't change what I did, but I have made a difference that I hope you remember.
3. The most difficult thing I have ever had to do is to tell the world about the dark side of Travis. I loved him and he loved me, and it just went so wrong. He was deeply ashamed of his dark side, of being an abuser, of being attracted by little boys. He tried so hard to be better, and most of the time he was so loving and considerate and just a really great friend. He was that way to almost everyone who knew him, and I am very sorry to have been forced to tell all those people who love him about that dark side. I never wanted to. If only I had tried harder to get him help, none of us would be here.