I think about Brittanee every single day. This one really just hits home for me.. I can't explain it. I read and hear about a ton of different cases, and sympathize for all of their families & pray for them to have comfort.. but, for some reason, I always just find myself randomly googling Brittanee's name in hope of finding out something new.. it's just her. I think it's because we're so close in age. I remember being in high school & wanting to go on SB every year to Panama City Beach with all my friends, but my mom knew better (just as Dawn did) & knew that wasn't where a 16/17 year old girl needed to be. My mom worries about be me being 45 minutes away, much less 14 hours (what Dawn had to deal with). I just can't imagine the pain.
I don't think anyone can understand what losing a child feels like until its them dealing with it. Some parents say that everyday they don't hear something new is good for them.. because they can't imagine having to face the fact that they've actually lost their child, and can't have them back. Other parents say that not knowing what has happened is the worst thing imaginable. Just having to consider the fact that you may very well go to your grave not knowing what happened to your child is something that has to be so hard to accept. I think Brittanee's family just hates not knowing where she is, or what happened that last night someone saw her.
A little O/T, but it really bugs me when I'm reading different articles on Brittanee (most from Georgetown times), and local people say that Dawn doesn't know what she's doing, or doesn't know how to take care of her kids. The things those people say are just horrible, I hope she never reads them. As if not knowing where her child isn't enough to deal with, there are also people that put her and the family down? It's saddening to read, and hard to understand how people can be so cruel.
As for the foul odor smell. That's a bit random.. I mean, the way I see it is that any lead is good news.. That one lead could mean getting one step closer to finding her & bringing her home. BUT, I'm just confused on what they thought they'd find? When this first happened (and still to this day), LE is stuck on the fact that they believe she ended up in that swampy area in Mcclellanville.....surrounded by gators. Waiting two years to search a swamp due to a "foul odor" complaint is a little late now.
I was very hopeful that the last lead would turn into something productive (RM).. It really seemed like everything was about to come together.
I hope that Dawn and the rest of Brittanee's family & friends can find peace during the upcoming holiday they are going to face without her. & I pray every single night before I go to bed that something will happen the next day, and justice will be done for Brittanee.. whether that means bringing her home physically, or physically bringing whoever hurt her to justice.
I watch so much TV, and so many crime shows.. I'm just petrified at the fact of thinking this case could go cold. I, myself, couldn't imagine having to wait another 15 years or so just to find another lead, or to find out what happened.. I can't imagine what that feeling would be like knowing her personally, or being a family member. It's just ridiculous how sick this world has become. People don't just disappear, someone knows something.