I don't know if my little hands could hold anything bigger lol... Seriously, I'm 32 but my hands look like a 5 year olds.![]()
Go to a range that has handguns that you can shoot. Buying a handgun without shooting it first is like buying a car without test driving.
There are many small/compact handguns with more stopping power.
Baby Glock .40
Springfield XDS 9mm or .45
Smith and Wesson Shield 9mm or .40
To name a few. Go shoot them or at the very least hold them. You need to make sure it feels good in your hand and it will be something that you will fill comfortable with if ever it is needed.