Thank you for this and I have those same feelings. No particular reason unless it's just that I want so much for her to be alive. Maybe my hope overtaking what could be logic. For some reason I see her happy and in a safe loving place. I can see this, for some unexplainable reason. Still, if she is out there in those woods, it's my prayer she'll soon be found.
To the person, carbuff, I think,who dreamed she is a butterfly in a group of other butterflies, I do believe butterflies are messengers from Heaven, bearing good news. Whether she's an angel or still with us here, she is happy and free.