krkrjx
The answer is blowin' in the wind.
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She was incapable of even acting remorseful, IMO. The best she could do in her secret testimony was to say " I wish I had that day to do over again." And the best she could offer up at sentencing was "I'm disgusted with myself."
I think DeMarte explained the best, and especially, what the had to do internally to prepare herself to murder Travis. DeMarte said the had to devalue Travis so completely as to convince herself that she was completely justified in taking his life.
The did that. I have no doubt at all she still believes Travis deserved to die. One of her tweets as she waited to hear whether or not the first jury was going to sentence her to death said it all. She quoted lyrics from whatever song that said- why did you have to say goodbye, why did you do this to me, I'm crying now (and it's all your fault).
Yes, she is convinced that Travis deserved to die and that she is just misunderstood more than anything else. But there is a bright side to that...for as long as she continues to believe she was justified in murder she will continue to believe she is unjustly incarcerated. Not a peaceful existence by any stretch of the imagination.