My friend, Ira Zaslow, lost his life on 9/11 when the first plane hit the North Tower. He was in the elevator going down to get his morning coffee. I was planning to see him that week, at the Trade Center, to show off my 6 month old daughter. Luckily, I didn't go that day. He and I worked together for years and he was my holiday party dance partner. Boy, he had some moves!! Every year since the disaster, I listen to the calling of the names, waiting to hear his name read and to see a picture of him again.
That morning was beautiful. The sky was bright blue and there was little to no humidity. A perfect day! I lived in Manhattan and was watching the news report of a "little cessna" hitting the North Tower, wondering how that was possible. My husband said goodbye and went off to work at Rockefeller Center. Ten minutes later, the second plane hit the South Tower. I tried to no avail to get a hold of him to say, "Turn around! Come back!" since we had no idea of what was coming next. Were there going to be plane after plane careening into every tall building in Manhattan? OMG the fear! Life has never been the same since.
The sound of sirens throughout the streets, for months, was deafening. Still, to this day, I panic if I hear a siren. The acrid smell of an electrical fire, coursing throughout the City, for weeks, was awful. Any time there was a thunderstorm, like there was in the early hours of 9/12, I would think we were being bombed. Heck, we even had a small earthquake a few days after 9/11 and the shaking of the building sent me into a panicked state.
Even though I live in another state now and it's been 17 years, I am still brought right back to those events like it was yesterday. I can't bring myself to visit the Trade Center, the Reflection Pools, or the museum. It's too emotional.