I came here tonight to reach across the lines and offer some friendship to those who beleive she's still alive. Today at 4:00pm when I was watching a live stream, and I heard the indictment handed down, I felt so still- for the second time in this case, I felt a deep overwhelming sadness.
I know I have been guilty of funnin around with some of the things that have been done in this case. But that is only part of my nature. I consider myself to have a fair balance of emotions with also a sense of humor. And when things matter in which you guys are right, Caylee is all that matters, when its all said and done she's the one who counts.
And after that was read, I just couldnt come in here tonight and post the same 'ol same 'ol kiddin around. Because it just isnt very funny to me right now. That little girls mother, she's so pretty in a way and I wondered about her, where her head is been all this time...such a shame she had all these people in her life supporting her and I know some single mothers who would of loved to have all those blessings for their little one to enjoy. She either threw it all away, or she lost her mind. I dont know why, but I was hoping beyond hope that C.A. would of spilled something enlightening today and made us believe that this little girl was here or there for "those complelling reasons". I so desperately wanted her to say something so there would be this miracle of light that would tell us little Caylee was safe & alive and that she knew where.
I hope that those of you who believe understand that there were some of us that has a slight belief still, deep inside our hearts. Its not always black & white. Theres always a shade of grey in there. I felt bad for that family today. mr. george broke my heart with his genuine heartfelt request for us to pray for them. They are all so deeply wounded. I wish them peace and I pray that little Caylee comes home soon, either way she comes, as long as they bring her back, so her papa can at least have her near.
I've stayed out of here for a while because all the fighting
in this particular thread was getting to me. When I come here, I want to talk to others who believe as I do. (Yes, still do!)
There are plenty of other threads I can read and post in if I choose, and anyone there is free to challenge my beliefs. Here, I wanted comfort and reassurance. Still do!
Law_girl41, you've restored my faith in people who come in here to "have some fun" with us! :clap:I don't think you or anyone else would even
click on this thread if you didn't have a niggling feeling, however small, that we might be right. I don't think you or most other people in this forum are that mean. I think it's because you want to see if we can change your mind. So, thank you for sharing your feelings tonight...it certainly wasn't required and you could have easily just posted "She's dead," beliefs on just about any other thread in the forum.
IMO, Caylee's mother deserves, at a minimum, her due rights under the law. People got p*ssed today because JB mentioned those fighting in Iraq for those very rights. Well, some precious things are
worth fighting for. "You don't know what you've got 'til it's gone." If we ever allow a slow, insidious mentality to change those rights over time, we might as well live somewhere else! Sometimes when I read those posts and blogs and other stuff in the media where Casey has already been tried and convicted in the court of public opinion, I wonder how "free" she is - and how those folks would feel if Casey were their sister/daughter/wife/mother etc.
If all the people who proclaim to "love" Caylee and want to "bring her (body) home" care so much about her, how can they treat her mother that way - the mother she loves and adores?! Do you think it would make her happy? And Caylee is not her body! If she were dead, then "bringing her body home" is not going to bring her any peace...she'd already have that!
After trial by a jury of her peers, if Caey is found guilty, regardless of my personal beliefs at this time, I wouldn't mind anyone letting her have it with both barrels. But until then, let's honor the very rights we would want for ourselves or anyone we loved. Heck, a trial might even change
my beliefs!
But right now I believe Caylee is alive, nefarious forces have been at work, and all will come out in due time.
So thanks again for your honest and bravery!:blowkiss: