KrysJP
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Hey Guys, I know I have been out of the loop for a few days and believe me, I have been reading everyones threads page after page. I find myself up a wee hours of the night, just reading and speculating. I have not voiced any input simply because...well... I have none. Because this story is becoming so overwhelming. And flip flopping every minute.
Before I start to say what I came on her to say, I just want to share with you guys that SS story has really scared me from roaming around alone in the streets alone. I am 29 years old. A lot of people find me to be an attractive woman(which means nothing) but, it scares me a little now. Last night I went out because I had a class to attend at a hotel which was a few blocks from me so I decided to walk (at night,alone) Now mind you, the hotel is in kind of a secluded area and I was saying to myself what the HECK am I doing. I can not tell you how scared and paranoid I was. I kept finding myself turning around and looking every which way possible. A car drove passed and honked his horn at me, It was a guy. I looked at him as he drove by and I proceeded to keep walking. He then stopped at the end of the block and was sitting in his car just watching me.OMG I was scared *****less....I turned down the next block and ran all the way back home. It was most likely nothing. The man probably stopped to see if I was going to approach him but who knows. Now I live in Staten Island. In a very safe neighborhood. Middle class I would say. But the point I guess I'm trying to make is, how SS story I feel will affect a lot of people. I used to walk around with my head down not thinking anything would ever happen to me, which I'm sure SS felt the same way. I will always from now and forever be aware of my surroundings at all times. SS story I believe will save the lives of many. I just wanted to share that with you guys. I know it has nothing to do with anything but when that happened to me last night I couldn't help but think of Sarai and what happened to her.
Now, as a few of you may know from previous posts I have made, that I personally knew Sarai and her family. I used to watch her 2 boys when they were a bit younger. From what I remember,she was such a sweet,caring,free spirited,king hearted, positive, genuine woman who cared tremendously for her 2 boys.
I just came not to long ago from her wake. What bothered me was that the media was actually there with cameras and video cameras. Like really? I was kind of expecting that, but not really thinking it would happen. And I am crying as I type this because it hurt so much to be there. First I would like to tell you guys that it was beautiful how they had it set up inside. Videos and photos on a screen as the sound of music was playing in the background was just very touching to see and hear. As I was approaching the front I noticed the younger son sitting down crying and his grandmother and Steve were consoling him, and thats when I broke. I could not bare to see that. I wish these boys did not have to go through this. I spoke very briefly with her mother and sister and gave my condolences. I just didn't know what to say or how to act. My heart hurt so bad at that moment. I am just happy this family was able to get closure in this. I pray that the power of god reaches out to them and comforts them through this.
I also hope and pray with everything in me, that this b*stard (excuse my language) that did this is found and suffers the rest of his life in jail.
Also want to say thank you, to you guys for the posts and kind words I have read from a lot of you guys. You guys are doing an amazing job at trying to crack this case.I know it means a lot to her family that so many people are involved and care. With that being said, I will continue, and look forward to read whats to come. But, I'm hoping that theres not much left!!!!
Before I start to say what I came on her to say, I just want to share with you guys that SS story has really scared me from roaming around alone in the streets alone. I am 29 years old. A lot of people find me to be an attractive woman(which means nothing) but, it scares me a little now. Last night I went out because I had a class to attend at a hotel which was a few blocks from me so I decided to walk (at night,alone) Now mind you, the hotel is in kind of a secluded area and I was saying to myself what the HECK am I doing. I can not tell you how scared and paranoid I was. I kept finding myself turning around and looking every which way possible. A car drove passed and honked his horn at me, It was a guy. I looked at him as he drove by and I proceeded to keep walking. He then stopped at the end of the block and was sitting in his car just watching me.OMG I was scared *****less....I turned down the next block and ran all the way back home. It was most likely nothing. The man probably stopped to see if I was going to approach him but who knows. Now I live in Staten Island. In a very safe neighborhood. Middle class I would say. But the point I guess I'm trying to make is, how SS story I feel will affect a lot of people. I used to walk around with my head down not thinking anything would ever happen to me, which I'm sure SS felt the same way. I will always from now and forever be aware of my surroundings at all times. SS story I believe will save the lives of many. I just wanted to share that with you guys. I know it has nothing to do with anything but when that happened to me last night I couldn't help but think of Sarai and what happened to her.
Now, as a few of you may know from previous posts I have made, that I personally knew Sarai and her family. I used to watch her 2 boys when they were a bit younger. From what I remember,she was such a sweet,caring,free spirited,king hearted, positive, genuine woman who cared tremendously for her 2 boys.
I just came not to long ago from her wake. What bothered me was that the media was actually there with cameras and video cameras. Like really? I was kind of expecting that, but not really thinking it would happen. And I am crying as I type this because it hurt so much to be there. First I would like to tell you guys that it was beautiful how they had it set up inside. Videos and photos on a screen as the sound of music was playing in the background was just very touching to see and hear. As I was approaching the front I noticed the younger son sitting down crying and his grandmother and Steve were consoling him, and thats when I broke. I could not bare to see that. I wish these boys did not have to go through this. I spoke very briefly with her mother and sister and gave my condolences. I just didn't know what to say or how to act. My heart hurt so bad at that moment. I am just happy this family was able to get closure in this. I pray that the power of god reaches out to them and comforts them through this.
I also hope and pray with everything in me, that this b*stard (excuse my language) that did this is found and suffers the rest of his life in jail.
Also want to say thank you, to you guys for the posts and kind words I have read from a lot of you guys. You guys are doing an amazing job at trying to crack this case.I know it means a lot to her family that so many people are involved and care. With that being said, I will continue, and look forward to read whats to come. But, I'm hoping that theres not much left!!!!