I completely understand that.. But to make statement that a hanging suicide fits into a category of making a statement.. Is just abhorrent to me. No one can know what the last thought was that went through their mind, what they were thinking, Why they were thinking it. Especially since it is written by a Funeral director.
We know that even in the depths of information there is still so much that we will never know.
It is not that it was posted. I understand that and why.. It is that someone took the time to make a declarative statement about that it would be "statement". It seems so out of what we know about suicide. I just find it unbelievable that someone would make a statement like that at all.
It bothers me stuff like that. It is one thing to gather stats on something with proof. This just delves into mindreading and it bothers me.. KWIM?
I feel really protective of Leanne. I am not angry at anyone here.. I am just mad in general about this whole thing at the moment. I am at a stage I have been at before with a friends suicide. Why didn't they reach out, how come no one could see the pain.. Now I know there is no answer to that. I know that it is how it works. I know that it is not rational. But I guess I am just working through my grief over Leanne's death. I guess that seems silly since I did not really know her, But I realized I am indeed grieving for her and her family and friends.
http://grief.com/the-five-stages-of-grief/
Went from denial and am now squarely angry.
I know, that many may feel I have no right to these feelings. That's okay. I get it.