[Cross-Examination has started!]
3:45pm
The court is resuming after a short break.
A picture from Letby's office is shown to the court. Letby says she would not have written it all at once.
The writing is at various angles. Asked about it: "That is what I do...I write things down."
It includes Letby's signature - "doodling".
Letby says "she couldn't say" if this was at the time she was being blamed.
There are repeated 'Everything is manageable', written six times.
A lady in the occupational department had said that to Letby, which 'resonated' with her.
The love hearts are "just doodling".
Various names including a doctor, Karen Rees - "director of nursing", Minna,
"They were important people to me at that time - they were the main people I could talk to."
Also written is "I can't do this any more"
Letby said she was "fighting for my life, my job"
Also written is "HELP ME" and "Please help".
Letby says "at this point I had lost everything...I just wanted someone to help me. I couldn't understand how all this was happening to me."
Another sheet is shown to the court. It has densely-packed handwriting at different angles.
The allegations were, Letby said: "beyond comprehension"
Mr Myers: "Could you cope with it?"
Letby: "No."
The note: "I really can't do this any more - I just want to be as it was I want to be happy in the job that I loved...Really I don't belong anywhere - I am a problem to those who know me..."
The note adds "Please help me [doctor] LOVE PLEASE HELP ME [doctor] You were my best friend [doctor]."
Becoming tearful, Letby denies causing harm or there was any truth in her intending to kill babies, in administering insulin.
"I only ever did my best."
That concludes Mr Myers questions.
3:46pm
Nicholas Johnson KC, for the prosecution, begins the cross-examination by asking why Letby becomes tearful when talking about herself, and not when the subject is about babies who have died.
Letby says she has been tearful for babies that have died.
Mr Johnson asks if there is anything Letby wishes to change about her evidence in the last few days. Letby says she cannot think of anything.
The trial of Lucy Letby, who denies murdering seven babies at the Countess of Chester Hospital neonatal unit and attempting to murder 10 more,…
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