Blondiexoxo
Studying Forensic Psychology BSc hons
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So they came to her home the first time unexpectedly and in that search they located most of the handover sheets and removed them?
In which case, she wasn't to know they would come looking. However, she did know she was already under scrutiny and possible trouble or at least some form of controversy. It's hard to imagine why she didn't destroy the sheets before then. Maybe she was holding on to them so she couldn't be accused of misappropriating and destroying them?
JMO MOO
I don’t think she understood just how far it was going IMO. I think by the fact that she continued to work in her patient safety position, she maybe thought she was being looked at for negligence, I don’t think she realised it was a complex police investigation and that allegations of murder would be made. IMO she might have thought the only allegation worst case scenario was causing death by negligence.
Maybe she was also a bit naive when it came to the police and how they can and will show up unannounced with a warrant, remove you from your home immediately and search it. How she claimed to have PTSD because of the police showing up unannounced at 6am and taking her away in her pyjamas, it made me wonder if she told the jury this to try and point out that she was treated unfairly and they don’t normally show up unannounced MOO. The words she used made me wonder if she was naive enough to think the police would actually call her and let her know they’d be coming on x day at x time or that she’d be able to refuse a search of her home and have chance to go and destroy the notes and handovers.
Maybe, but less likely IMO that could explain the ‘I killed them on purpose because I’m not good enough to care for them’ note. If guilty, did she write that note trying to convince herself that if she was guilty of anything it was of providing sub optimal care to the babies, but not murder. If guilty, was she trying to make it look like she was in despair over having failed as a nurse in some way by making a mistake which caused the deaths and collapses? Kind of how they say if you keep telling yourself something you start to believe it… did she if guilty, intentionally want the note to show she was in despair and tortured with guilt, but made sure to point out it was because ‘I’m not good enough to care for them’
The ‘ I killed them on purpose’ is hard to explain away, I suppose it’s possible she added it for dramatic effect along with the im evil and random scribblings.
But IMO there’s a stronger possibility that she just didn’t realise that the police would turn up almost 2 years since she stopped working on the unit, arrest her at 6am and search her home out the blue with no chance to do anything about it. Maybe panic set in when realising that they’d find everything and that could possibly be what caused the PTSD…
Some serial killers have unusual attachments to trophies and will hold onto them for as long as possible. If guilty, is that why some had moved to her parents home? Could she have been in the process of moving the handover notes to her parents home so she could still keep them but not in her house. I don’t think she even knew that her parents home would and could be searched aswell IMO..
All MOO though
JMO.
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