ConcernedThirdParty
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I got to page 42 of the previous thread.
Don't think she was "move from nights to days" because there was anything wrong, as I've said a few times, nurses tend to do both and I don't think that matched the timeline - she was still doing night shifts near the last ones chronologically. It was just a misleading wording of, when she was on night vs when she was on days, which she would be moved between all the time by the person drawing up the rotas.
Pretty sure I saw the timeline made it apparent that she was aware of the police investigation and something of the nature of it before her arrest - although ostensibly it was started in May. It also seems pretty clear that the police were brought in because the hospital already suspected her, why they took her off clinical duties after the previous June. So I'm pretty sure that note was written after she knew in broad brushstrokes that there was a police investigation into whether she killed babies.
Given that timeline, and this would be one of my first concerns too, the comment about never marrying or having children is most likely simply the realisation that she may in prison for the rest of her life, or even if not convicted, it will be too late by the time it's all over and people stop seeing her as a baby killer if that ever happens.
I honestly think all but the best of saints would think of themselves and not the babies that died (some of which they may recall from a year or two previously) on learning that they faced prison for the rest of their lives, branded a baby murderer. And even those true saints among us wouldn't have their halos dimmed for writing one note that doesn't mention the babies and their families even while thinking of them all the time. So I don't know if she's guilty, or if she was thinking of the babies then or at other times, but I don't think their absence from that post-it tells us anything about anything. I'm surprised there are so many people here who have never encountered someone writing or saying pretty irrational things when faced with much pettier issues, feels like a failure of imagination.
Something struck me about the TV doctor - a lot of us get stuff wrong and later play down how adamant we were, and forget and even come to believe that we were pretty open minded, or even that we actually thought the opposite of what we did. There are certainly many people, including TV doctors, who had significant turnarounds about COVID and would deny it apart from the old tweets and clips. I feel like a TV doctor is going to be the most likely person to say "I had my suspicions even then" (but I didn't say or do anything about it so it's completely unverifiable) - not saying that is the case, but it's not unusual and he could really believe it despite having only suspected her later. Memory is a very tricky thing.
For this case, the only evidence I can imagine being fairly conclusive one way or the other is statistical. Everything else feels tainted. A lot of, how were they murdered rather than were they murdered evidence. A lot of memory of events long after, a half dozen awkward/unprofessional moments told to us in a matter of hours with the worst spin, but in reality spread over a year of otherwise good work? A lot of appeals to very questionable pop-psych, and tropes from crime fiction rather than fact (from some in this thread and basically everyone on twitter/facebook as opposed to the prosecution).
They've told us about all these coincidences, but they need to give us more than: "there's usually 2 or 3 deaths, she was involved in the care of 7 - but not in 7 others", she just happened to have her killing spree almost hidden by a spike in natural deaths over the same time period? I imagine in twins, it's common if one dies, the other is not in much better health? I imagine if a baby suffers a "collapse", further collapses and death are far more likely? Surely there were far more "collapses" than those mentioned, not attributable to LL? Is it more or less common for deterioration to occur shortly after feeds, changing of meds, any intervention? Is there even an odd pattern to, as soon as she comes on shift, or shortly after her shift, or in the middle of her shift?
There's a lot of questions, I wouldn't be confident either way without some answers. Hope we'll get into it, but worried the investigation didn't look that far into the multiple staff, deaths and collapses that were outside their scope and the defence wouldn't have the resources and possibly the legal basis to go there.
Don't think she was "move from nights to days" because there was anything wrong, as I've said a few times, nurses tend to do both and I don't think that matched the timeline - she was still doing night shifts near the last ones chronologically. It was just a misleading wording of, when she was on night vs when she was on days, which she would be moved between all the time by the person drawing up the rotas.
Pretty sure I saw the timeline made it apparent that she was aware of the police investigation and something of the nature of it before her arrest - although ostensibly it was started in May. It also seems pretty clear that the police were brought in because the hospital already suspected her, why they took her off clinical duties after the previous June. So I'm pretty sure that note was written after she knew in broad brushstrokes that there was a police investigation into whether she killed babies.
Given that timeline, and this would be one of my first concerns too, the comment about never marrying or having children is most likely simply the realisation that she may in prison for the rest of her life, or even if not convicted, it will be too late by the time it's all over and people stop seeing her as a baby killer if that ever happens.
I honestly think all but the best of saints would think of themselves and not the babies that died (some of which they may recall from a year or two previously) on learning that they faced prison for the rest of their lives, branded a baby murderer. And even those true saints among us wouldn't have their halos dimmed for writing one note that doesn't mention the babies and their families even while thinking of them all the time. So I don't know if she's guilty, or if she was thinking of the babies then or at other times, but I don't think their absence from that post-it tells us anything about anything. I'm surprised there are so many people here who have never encountered someone writing or saying pretty irrational things when faced with much pettier issues, feels like a failure of imagination.
Something struck me about the TV doctor - a lot of us get stuff wrong and later play down how adamant we were, and forget and even come to believe that we were pretty open minded, or even that we actually thought the opposite of what we did. There are certainly many people, including TV doctors, who had significant turnarounds about COVID and would deny it apart from the old tweets and clips. I feel like a TV doctor is going to be the most likely person to say "I had my suspicions even then" (but I didn't say or do anything about it so it's completely unverifiable) - not saying that is the case, but it's not unusual and he could really believe it despite having only suspected her later. Memory is a very tricky thing.
For this case, the only evidence I can imagine being fairly conclusive one way or the other is statistical. Everything else feels tainted. A lot of, how were they murdered rather than were they murdered evidence. A lot of memory of events long after, a half dozen awkward/unprofessional moments told to us in a matter of hours with the worst spin, but in reality spread over a year of otherwise good work? A lot of appeals to very questionable pop-psych, and tropes from crime fiction rather than fact (from some in this thread and basically everyone on twitter/facebook as opposed to the prosecution).
They've told us about all these coincidences, but they need to give us more than: "there's usually 2 or 3 deaths, she was involved in the care of 7 - but not in 7 others", she just happened to have her killing spree almost hidden by a spike in natural deaths over the same time period? I imagine in twins, it's common if one dies, the other is not in much better health? I imagine if a baby suffers a "collapse", further collapses and death are far more likely? Surely there were far more "collapses" than those mentioned, not attributable to LL? Is it more or less common for deterioration to occur shortly after feeds, changing of meds, any intervention? Is there even an odd pattern to, as soon as she comes on shift, or shortly after her shift, or in the middle of her shift?
There's a lot of questions, I wouldn't be confident either way without some answers. Hope we'll get into it, but worried the investigation didn't look that far into the multiple staff, deaths and collapses that were outside their scope and the defence wouldn't have the resources and possibly the legal basis to go there.