The situation of her home has been brought up before, both on here and in the early press articles when she was first arrested. Did she actually own this house? I mean the one she was living at when arrested.
When I initially heard of this case it was when she was charged and I then read the articles of her initial arrest and it seemed to me that she may have been renting this house. Having got a sense of the general drift of things, though, it appears that she may have actually owned it. If so it seems a bit out of the ordinary for a 25 year-old woman to be owning a three bed semi. Not that that implies guilt or anything.
I do wonder, though, whether, if she owned it, she bought with a boyfriend/partner. Given that one of the underlying suspicions as to why she may have allegedly done what she is accused of is that she was worried about being alone and never having a family then buying a house with someone would tend to undermine that somewhat.
It's hard to know, isn't it, when we know so little about LL's 'private' life prior to her arrest. But just to address, speculatively, some of the above:
If she owned the house, she could have purchased it with (financial) assistance from her parents. From the vague bits we know, they seem very close and supportive and proud of her. And they might have seen her getting a foot on the property ladder as important. So not that out of out ordinary maybe, if the case?
I'm assuming (and please correct me if I'm wrong) you're using the outpourings on the post-it note, where she, because of the accusations, despaired of ever having a family of her own? According to a google, that was written while she was facing disciplinary proceedings at work. So after the fact. And there's no mention of a partner. If she had a partner at the time (one that she shared a mortgage with), surely she would have included mention of him/her in her 'not deserving' outpourings, along with her parents and other family members?
In essence, what I'm trying to say is that her despairing at that point over never having a normal life again doesn't seem to include having a specific partner at the time who's now eg. going to reject/abandon her because of the charges, more the damage the charges will affect and impact upon a theoretical future one. And that her property ownership or otherwise is a very moot point in the context of understanding anything useful or significant about her at the time.
I hope that makes some vague sense.
The links I refer to -
Lucy Letby trial - 'I am evil, I did this': Read the 'confession note' written by nurse accused of murdering seven babies
It said that the note was written when Letby was facing disciplinary proceedings at work.
And the post-it note -
https://e3.365dm.com/22/10/1600x900/skynews-lucy-letby-confession_5929755.jpg?20221013165456
Just to add, grateful thanks to all who continue to provide the court updates/transcripts and the 'medical' people who take such care with the medical info/explanations they provide to include those of us not in the medical world. They're so helpful in trying to get to grips with the evidence at the heart of this case.