What do you think ICA is thinking/feeling tonight?

[A_News_Junkie]

News - what was the conversation about the birds? I can't seem to find it, thanks love

The reason I think she broke down today is because there were up to 120 nameless people facing her and looking her in the eye as the charges were read out. ICA could not cope with this and had to look down. ICA has so far been able to block that out as she has either been in jail or on home confinement where she spent the vast majority of her time locked away at her attorney's office. ICA has never had to face the public due to the sheltering and mollycoddling she got while out on bail. Even in all the hearings she's had to attend (even though she has tried time and time again to get out of them) she has only had to face the Judge and the prosecutors.

That was the big wake up call today, facing "the people" - knowing "the people" know what you did and can now look upon you for the first time.

What is she thinking and feeling tonight? Anger and fear and I bet deep in her heart she blames it all on Caylee.

One of the candidates was an adorable sounding man with 8 birds. At first he said he couldn't be a juror because of them needing care. The judge enjoyed this and did ask if anyone could take care of them (they were all smaller birds) and he said he could ask his daughter. He was IMHO just an adorable man with more concern for the welfare of his birds than the inmate had for precious Caylee. When they went to break, some of us hear the live mic and IMHO it sounded like the defense team -- someone said 'some interesting people here' and I heard something like, 'let the ___juror candidate (not sure what the descriptor was) take care of the birds ___ soft giggles' then maybe realizing the mic was hot, we heard yeah, there were some really nice people here today.' <------ totally paraphrased with only half a cup of coffee.

Karn - yes, I saw those fold lines. I did think it looked like a top CA would wear and pic. I also thought those fold looked sharp enough to cut one's self with! <-------- Ya think CA or GA were hoping? LOL....I think ....:waitasec:

 

[RoseTree]

I don't think she is giving any thought to Caylee. She deleted most of her pictures of Caylee off her computer and continued with her life like Caylee never existed. KC is probably thinking about her appearance tomorrow and that shortly she will be walking out of jail on Cheneys arm. Tomorrow she will be the leading "lady" in this show. She will be famous as she said she wanted to be but famous in a bad way for all the evil she has inflicted on Caylee and others. That's what I think. I wish she would show true remorse but then again I don't think KC feels anything.

THIS! I think this is the case. I remember reading that Scott Peterson was telling people that even if he was convicted, that he would appeal and in the meantime, wake up to the ocean in prison, almost like he was looking forward to it... I don't think that she sees this as the end. She is WAY too narcissistic.

I think that she is thinking about being the star, like others have mentioned.

BTW, she brought a bunch of tissues today, ha!

 

[beach]

Let's stay on topic and remember the TOS in this thread please.

Where this post falls is random.

:tyou:

Bumping.

 

[Panda's eye]

After a very busy rollercoaster ride of day 2 of Jury selection today, ICA can't be in a good place tonight. What with " her Boys " distancing themselves and inserting the women to occupy each side of her. All of her efforts and plans for her tearful drama display for new batch of potential Jurors, just to have them disappear so quickly. The total failure once again to get hair with death banding and Dr. Vass thrown out permanently! They just can't have any proof that " the snot head was in my trunk " ( stomping feet here.... yes, Baez I'm acting like a 2 yr old so what are you going to make of it ) And I just can't understand why all of these Dudes are coming in from all directions of this county and I am smiling, framing my face and striking " a pose " and they just don't seem to be connecting with me. I want to see instant devotion to me, in their eyes and I'm just not getting that ....ugh. What's a princess to do.......( plastic ) mirror mirror on the cell wall who's still the fairest of them all? Spears, Lohan or Anthony? Always me....feel better now!.........JMO

 

[passionflower]

Well now, how will I wear my hair? What will I be wearing?
How many sexy guys will see me? My makeup? I'll make JB jealous!
..........that's what IMO ICA is thinking tonight.

 

[MaryB]

Thinks she's feeling disappointed because she was ready to shed the tears for when the 50 new jurors entered, but it never happened.

I saw her set up her bag of tissues and she tried to make herself get worked up and cry. Then when she learned there was no jury coming in, it just shut off. It was the oddest thing. She was fine during the whole questioning today and it's like someone told her, ok, it's time to start the tears for the new potential jurors.

Today's act removes all doubt she's a sociopath. I honestly believe she has no real emotions and if she were let off she would commit murder again. No doubt.

 

[OldNWize]

Even though I know this isn't going to happen....I would like to think that she is feeling a gut wrenching remorse.

 

[Ricki]

Saw a bit of KC today while at work. She seemed to be a bit more fidgety. I would like to think that is from her being nervous about the case but I am not sure that is the reason. I saw her cleaning, cleaning and cleaning the table. What the He!! is on that table? What is she thinking tonight? I think she is just waiting to make her entrance tomorrow so her audience (the potential jurors) can see that she is a pretty, young white girl that is completely innocent of all charges. LOL

 

[panthera]

Saw a bit of KC today while at work. She seemed to be a bit more fidgety. I would like to think that is from her being nervous about the case but I am not sure that is the reason. I saw her cleaning, cleaning and cleaning the table. What the He!! is on that table? What is she thinking tonight? I think she is just waiting to make her entrance tomorrow so her audience (the potential jurors) can see that she is a pretty, young white girl that is completely innocent of all charges. LOL

BBM

A body language expert on Nancy Grace's show tonight described it as obsessive/compulsive; anxious. I agree. MOO

 

[Lexington]

I thought she looked really good yesterday, fresh and well-rested. She obviously did not have a good night last night. She looked like she did not get much sleep. I predict that each day she will look worse and worse as the trial takes its toll on her. It seems to be doing so in these early stages. She must feel so insecure; new jail, new courthouse, jurors gawking, no family members there to support her, JB keeping his distance, totally new ballgame. She must be scared to death.

 

[LCoastMom]

I don't know where else to put this question, so Mods please feel free to move.....

Is ICA staying in the Pinellas County jail overnight while jury selection is continuing? I'm wondering if she is scared staying in a new jail?

WFTV said she is being kept in the medical facility (for her protection) - she still has a private room - but she is truly alone. I wonder if her boys are sitting with her at night like JB did early on in OC. Kinda doubt it.

I thought she looked really good yesterday, fresh and well-rested. She obviously did not have a good night last night. She looked like she did not get much sleep. I predict that each day she will look worse and worse as the trial takes its toll on her. It seems to be doing so in these early stages. She must feel so insecure; new jail, new courthouse, jurors gawking, no family members there to support her, JB keeping his distance, totally new ballgame. She must be scared to death.

Re BBM - we can only hope!

 

[ynotdivein]

She is in a new facility. She knows no one there. Although she is in protective custody, the other inmates surely know that she is there, and who she is, and where she is. I think that tonight KC is feeling waaaay outside of her comfort zone. :twocents:

 

[Kat]

What do you think ICA is thinking/feeling tonight?

IMHO probably not any emotion that you or I could understand or much less have felt. IMHO her thoughts processes are so distorted (not delusional or psychotic) that it's hard to even hazard a guess as to what she might be thinking or feeling tonight because: 1. We don't know her diagnosis but I think it's a pretty safe bet she falls on the APD spectrum somewhere 2. She could also have co-morbids on the cluster B's. 3. She is not like you or me, unless one of us reading here has been diagnosed with a Personality disorder it is impossible for us to completely understand her as it is impossible for her to completely understand and relate to us. (She may very well be APD but those cluster B's share symptoms and they overlap. I will say that IMHO she most definately does not experience anxiety over any of her actions or thoughts).

Because of that last sentence I would wager to say as much as I wish she felt any remorse or regret or anxiety more than likely she isn't.

She might be feeling irritated, frustrated and perhaps some narcississtic rage but who knows? She might be kicking back and waiting for someone to give her funds so she can snack and this trial in a minor inconvience for her because well...she only lives for the moment. No future, no past...only in there here and now. Classic "I live with no regrets" to the nth degree attitude.

I don't have any higher education that involves psychology, but I do have personal experience with a diagnosed PD person and let me tell you, trying to interact with someone that is PD'ed can leave the most centered person---doubting their own perspective and reality at times. Esp. if you love that person.

KC is a very unhealthy human being and I suspect her defense mech. and coping skills and the distortion of thoughts and her inability to relate to her own self are so deeply ingrained that no amount of psychotherapy would ever turn her around. JMHO jail is the place for her not because she would be able to be rehabilitated but because she will continue to be a danger to society until her last breath. JMHO.

 

[wonders]

What do you think ICA is thinking/feeling tonight?

In my very strong opinion nothing but herself!

 

[tasylshari]

What I think ICA will be thinking (do sociopaths have feelings?) tonight is:

Jose is tiring of me; acting impatient, aloof and even angry. I hope he comes back to me tomorrow...comes to his senses. Till then I'll demand that CM sits by me as my New Protector. I refuse to apologize as he is in the wrong - not me. He'll come apologetically back. The others will continue to swoop into chairs to protect me when Baez and CM have evacuated their seats during court proceedings. Jose has left me but he will come back. After all, I AM ICA. Nothing will ever happen to me because I am infallible. Forever.

I wonder how many good looking men there will be in My jury? I hope they write to me. Then we can get married and by an RV and travel when this is done. Mrs. Casey Marie R.V.. I hope my hair looks great tomorrow.

 

[Pondering Mind]

She is thinking ..oh chit..now not only my friends but everybody in the world is going to see me as I really am and there is not a lie that I can tell that is going to get me out of this one..AND she has no choice but to sit there and listen to her years of lies upon lies laid out bare for the world to see including something very close from the State as to how she killed poor Caylee ..THAT'S why she can't look at the potential jurors..has nothing to do with what she did to Caylee unfortunately..She knows beyond a shadow of a doubt that she's on the verge of being exposed and can't run and hide and I just absolutely love that fact..and obviously she is unhappy with JB about something..who knows what, but I don't think anyone makes Casey Anthony unhappy without paying dearly for it..Cindy made ICA unhappy and we see what happened...I wish to God I could find something redeeming about ICA..but I just can't..Just look at the emotion that she has when she didn't get her way about something with JB..look at the anger that she can't even hide when the jury pool is present. I see that and for the 1st time in almost 3 years, it truly hit home to me what Caylee saw in her little lifetime when ICA was pizzed about something..I can't bear to think about her final moments...my opinion only, but I believe it from the bottom of my heart...

 

[Pondering Mind]

Even though I know this isn't going to happen....I would like to think that she is feeling a gut wrenching remorse.

not a lick..not a scintilla..nada.. not even on her worse day ..Not for killing her daughter anyway.. .maybe for not having a better plan in place so she wouldn't get caught, but other than that..nah..I think THAT is one big reason why this case did get so much attention. You almost can't believe that there isn't some morsel of remorse from a mother especially.. something..anything..The 31 days and hearing that she seemed happier than ever speaks volumes by itself..Try as I have I see someone who is and always has been concerned with herself and no one else..MOO

 

[Pondering Mind]

I also think it's dawning on her that her movie star attention, visits from attys, comfy cell in Orlando are coming to an end. Even if she doesn't get the DP her comfy world as she has known it for the last couple of years are coming to an end. She is thinking that in a matter of weeks she will be forced to come face to face and be advised to make eye contact with the very people she has spun an intricate web of lies to for years..I mean just that by itself must be just the worse for her..after all, she worked hard to maintain her fantasy life and now they all know the truth and she knows they all know that she killed Caylee too. In ICA's mind..killing her daughter=no biggie, no emotion..Being exposed with those people looking right at her and not getting her way=flipping out..and with such emotion that despite being as cold as ice and in front of the jury pool..she just can't hide it..MOO

 

[miss plum]

Although overall she seems stressed and nervous, I thought her demeanour in court yesterday was quite contemptuous each time a new potential juror was called--she looked as if she was thinking, 'I can't believe I'm going to be tried on a *advertiser censored**en whim by these losers'. It makes me think she'll be spending her nights consciously and angrily planning what to do with her new fame and freedom once she's acquitted, but at the same time a suppressed part of her mind, the part that's putting those bags under her eyes, will be thinking, 'the jig is up'.

I also think she'll swiftly get used to being on trial and will become bolder and less stressed as time goes on, just as she became bolder after her first arrest, and the jurors will get to see how hard and bored and arrogant she becomes when she has to listen to hours and hours of people going on about Caylee instead of her.

 

[kaRN]

Well she's up and either eating her grits or has finished them already. I'm not sure if she sleeps. I'd think a benefit of being on the medical unit would be access to sleep aids and my guess ICA accepts the offer when made.
What I'm witnessing in court is pretty alarming. She had me for a few moments by crying while her indictment was read but she lost me when the waterworks stopped and the arrogant glares at the prospective jurors began. Yesterday, she came across like the CEO of her DT. Ordering people around, wagging her finger to ask them some (do doubt IMO) idiotic question. I don't believe she chose to sit with the ladies at the end of the DT table, I believe she was banished there so JB and CM could focus on jury selection and not the line up of balled up paper towels and ICAs constant stupid questions and comments. It must have irked her not to be able to flirt with CM IMO.
I think ICA is thinking that if she dumps JB now, she may be able to delay her trial or maybe she's already tried and BP said no, you have 3 other attorneys. She worries what she looks like but no too much because in her mind she's better than any of the jurors anyway and better looking than any of the lawyers.
Feelings? I think she feels rage and hatred just fine. She does contempt well. But real emotionally attached feelings of loss or love? None IMO. She's a hollow vessel.