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OK. Two dreams I've had, I'm sure because of this case:
Dream #1: Last Sunday, before the marijuana became a talking point on NG, I dad a dream. Hubby and I had already put our daughter, 21 months, down for bed.
We were on the front porch in on some sort of a porch chair, I think similar to a wicker chair we have, but big enough for my husband and me to sit close together. Our son, 21 months, was on my lap. He was obviously sleepy, his eyes were drooping. It was evening. We were sitting on the side of the porch we don't use for sitting IRL because it's next to the front door.
The next part of my dream, we were sitting on my side of the bed and smoking marijuana. There was some paraphenalia on a rectangular plate that we own IRL on the bed between us. I remember the clinking on the plate.
My parents-in-law or parents were sleeping in the guest room with the door closed. All of a sudden, I was terrified. We'd left our son outside with no supervision. We live on a main street. We ran downstairs and out the front door as fast as we could.
We found him asleep face down in the front corner of the yard. The chair we had been sitting in was turned upside down next to him. Our yard had a picket fence in the dream, although our front yard is not fenced IRL.
I snatched him up and held him close to me, and I felt awful, terrified that something could have happened to him. I couldn't believe I had been so careless with my dear boy.
I woke up yelling, "hold me, hold me, hold me." I couldn't get out of the dream. I was terrified, and I wanted my husband to hold me.
Dream #2: Was two or three nights ago. I was standing in front of some sort of chair or sofa in a place I've never been IRL. One of the cushions had been removed from its cover and a dead body of a young woman, I think, was in the cushion cover. It had been placed on the chair or sofa as if it was a cushion. I could see that it was lumpy and I knew there was a dead body in there.
I was with a petite, dark haired young woman. I had feelings of dread, remorse, nausea. The woman told me not to say anything and implied that we were bonded for life because of this. The way she looked so devoid of emotion when I was feeling so terrible was chilling.
In the next part of the dream, I was on my college campus in an academic building. In my dream, it was much bigger and had a foyer that was very large. There were hundreds of students, and many of them were coming out of a class in a large lecture hall that in real life would have been a theater.
I saw an old flame (from real life) leaving the class. He had some books in his hand. He had pursued me a lot through college and after. I stopped to talk to him. I was feeling despair and loneliness and dread, and I wanted to talk to him because he was a friendly face, and I knew he would drop everything to talk to me.
He didn't. He was in kind of a hurry. Although he was perfectly nice, he said he couldn't stop to talk now because he had to go to class.
I saw the dark haired woman coming down the hall toward me, and I was filled with dread. I don't remember what exactly she said, but I said to her, "What am I supposed to do? I can't talk to anyone about this." She told me not to worry, that we had each other to talk to.
I felt dread and incredible sorrow and anxiety that I was now tied to this person for life. I would never be able to get away from her. I felt trapped, scared, lonely and guilty for what had happened.
I couldn't believe what was happening in my life. I didn't know how I was going to live with myself.
And that was the end of the dream.
Dream #1: Last Sunday, before the marijuana became a talking point on NG, I dad a dream. Hubby and I had already put our daughter, 21 months, down for bed.
We were on the front porch in on some sort of a porch chair, I think similar to a wicker chair we have, but big enough for my husband and me to sit close together. Our son, 21 months, was on my lap. He was obviously sleepy, his eyes were drooping. It was evening. We were sitting on the side of the porch we don't use for sitting IRL because it's next to the front door.
The next part of my dream, we were sitting on my side of the bed and smoking marijuana. There was some paraphenalia on a rectangular plate that we own IRL on the bed between us. I remember the clinking on the plate.
My parents-in-law or parents were sleeping in the guest room with the door closed. All of a sudden, I was terrified. We'd left our son outside with no supervision. We live on a main street. We ran downstairs and out the front door as fast as we could.
We found him asleep face down in the front corner of the yard. The chair we had been sitting in was turned upside down next to him. Our yard had a picket fence in the dream, although our front yard is not fenced IRL.
I snatched him up and held him close to me, and I felt awful, terrified that something could have happened to him. I couldn't believe I had been so careless with my dear boy.
I woke up yelling, "hold me, hold me, hold me." I couldn't get out of the dream. I was terrified, and I wanted my husband to hold me.
Dream #2: Was two or three nights ago. I was standing in front of some sort of chair or sofa in a place I've never been IRL. One of the cushions had been removed from its cover and a dead body of a young woman, I think, was in the cushion cover. It had been placed on the chair or sofa as if it was a cushion. I could see that it was lumpy and I knew there was a dead body in there.
I was with a petite, dark haired young woman. I had feelings of dread, remorse, nausea. The woman told me not to say anything and implied that we were bonded for life because of this. The way she looked so devoid of emotion when I was feeling so terrible was chilling.
In the next part of the dream, I was on my college campus in an academic building. In my dream, it was much bigger and had a foyer that was very large. There were hundreds of students, and many of them were coming out of a class in a large lecture hall that in real life would have been a theater.
I saw an old flame (from real life) leaving the class. He had some books in his hand. He had pursued me a lot through college and after. I stopped to talk to him. I was feeling despair and loneliness and dread, and I wanted to talk to him because he was a friendly face, and I knew he would drop everything to talk to me.
He didn't. He was in kind of a hurry. Although he was perfectly nice, he said he couldn't stop to talk now because he had to go to class.
I saw the dark haired woman coming down the hall toward me, and I was filled with dread. I don't remember what exactly she said, but I said to her, "What am I supposed to do? I can't talk to anyone about this." She told me not to worry, that we had each other to talk to.
I felt dread and incredible sorrow and anxiety that I was now tied to this person for life. I would never be able to get away from her. I felt trapped, scared, lonely and guilty for what had happened.
I couldn't believe what was happening in my life. I didn't know how I was going to live with myself.
And that was the end of the dream.