Warwick7
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@Tealgrove you brought out something I hadn't noticed, how its all about him.I don’t know about the rest of you but I get the distinct feeling he is describing the murder. The scream, being wet, being cold, Gabby begging him to end her pain, she would fall asleep but he would wake her up (strangulation to a point - Stop - gasping start again), a bump on her head - he slammed her with something.
He is describing Abby’s reactions, feelings and emotions while he is killing her. Terror, fear, pain, begging for an end to it. I can visualize the whole thing and I don’t think it was quick. It was a sustained attack.
He could only take responsibility for killing her as an act of love. An act of mercy because he is a coward. He was trying to save her but (made a MISTAKE). Yup…murder is a BIG MISTAKE I’d say. He wanted her dead. It was intentional. He could have stopped but he didn’t.
And then it’s all “woe is me”. I can’t live without you so I hav to kill myself blah blah blah, (cry me a River….) It’s All about him.
He made a mistake….
What a !
MOO. JMHO, IMO and all that Jazz.
* I wish I was right at your side,
* I wish I could be talking to you right now. * I’d be going through every memory we made...
* I can’t [live] without you.
* I’ve lost every day we [could’ve] spent together, every holiday.
* I’ll never get to play with [illegible] again. * Never go hiking with TJ.
* I loved you more than anything.
* I can’t bear to look at our photos, to recall great times because it is why
* I cannot go on.
* When I close my eyes, I will think of laughing on the roof of the van...
Where's the empathy of what she was going thru??!! The empathy on what she'll be missing out on, giving up, how she has lost every holiday, hikes she won't get to go on, children she wont get to play with (let alone get to give birth to), how she has lost every holiday...etc etc....
Its ALL about him.