I thought long and hard about posting my feelings, but you will either agree or disagree with me, and that is ok.
I was at the hearing. Afterwards my friend and I were about 20 feet ahead of George and Cindy as they headed towards the parking garage surrounded by a horde of cameras and reporters. As I got in my car, I noticed George, Cindy and another couple come out of the elevators into the parking garage. They stopped and the other woman hugged Cindy who was obviously crying. Both George and Cindy looked worn, weary and defeated.
As to Cindy's statement that she believes Caylee is still alive. You could hear the collective intake of breath in the courtroom when she made that statment. Does she really believe it or is it just a futile attempt by a grandmother to deny the reality of the death of her grandchild? I don't know, but the thought of Cindy spending the rest of her life looking into the eyes of every brown haired, hazel eyed child/girl/young woman she sees(depending how how old Caylee would have been at the time) and wondering 'could you be my granddaughter Caylee'? is just heartbreaking to me. If she does believe what she said, she is creating a H*ll for herself that she will never be able to break free of. I know what she has and hasn't done, has and hasn't said and I understand why people are angry with her. The devastated woman I saw in the parking garage this afternoon has my compassion. Because regardless of anything else, she lost her granddaughter whom she loved.