Does anyone think this may be the email that was sent to Kathy B in error?
Remember, Kathy sent in onto the FBI ..
I haven't found anywhere that we really discussed this...the following appears as a deleted file in the computer forensics report http://blogs.discovery.com/criminal_report/files/11.pdf p. 2 (no apparent date information):
can't sleep, stupid hot flashes wake me up then I start thinking about you and Caylee. Dad said he went to work at 9am and he got home at 630p, he said he did not come home in between. I don't know who or what to believe anymore. You've told me everyday that you were going to call me and you haven't but you choose to call when you know I won't be home. What the hell is going on? I've tried not to bug you to death but I still haven't gotten to see pictures of Caylee or gotten to speak to her. It's been over a month now. Am I ever going to see her again? Are you still with Jeff? Are you going back to work? I saw on the news that Anheiser Busch is being bought by a foreign company that does not want the theme parks only the beer part of the Co. What is that all about they're talking Disney or Universal may get to buy the theme parks. I thought Universal already merged with them? I'm not sure how much longer I can continue on this day to day course. I'm going freakin nuts not knowing whats going on with you. I had a breakdown at work, can't take much more stre
There's so much to discuss here, and so many theories that could be affected by this "testimony" from Cindy if you go through it sentence by sentence. I suppose it must have been written close to the time they caught up with KC, since she says it's been over a month already.
CA writtin this email---washin clothes---having nervous breakdown---way to early for one.
You have GA over in the first interview---pukin.
Why? Did he touch his dead g/b? Was it the smell on the 24th. Is that why he can's hear the word-------->remains.
Honestly, I am convinced that George saw what he now knows to have been the bag in the trunk of KC's car during the gas can incident. It probably haunted him for a long time once it was determined that the smell of the death in the car was not KC herself, which according to some of his testimony was what he initially expected. note, note suspected or feared. expected! That tells you right there what he knew of his daughters life.
I could be mistaken, but I think in his interviews with LE, he made the statement about saying a little prayer "please don't let it be my granddaughter." I don't recall him mentioning praying it wasn't Casey . I'll have to check again.
I don't know. from reading this letter of cindy's, I'm not hearing that she believed KC at all.
I think it's clear from at least the July 3rd myspace post, there was something worrying Cindy to the point that she felt she needed to make such a potentially incriminating public statement to reach KC. Remember, Cindy does not like the world to know that there is anything wrong in that home or with her daughter. She could have sent it in an email.
I think the "I'd rather see my daughter dead than with you..." suggestion sounds extremely plausible. I believe that Cindy did bring up the custody threat that night, and KC had to trump that threat in some way to put this extremely dominating woman (Cindy) into a very submissive mode.
If that's the type of exchange that Cindy had with KC before Caylee went "missing", I think, deep down, she had always had some awareness of something being very wrong regarding her daughter's mental health (sociopath comment). Cindy, in her darkest moments, may have considered KC being capable of doing the unthinkable (especially if that is the type of comment KC had thrown out after Cindy's threat).
I think this message was intentionally crafted as a plea to KC:
Evoke pity (for Cindy) with her unravelling emotional state
Requesting pictures of, or hearing the voice of Caylee (proof of life)
Testing of KC about her "job" situation, people she was with (Jeff)/location and the thing with George.
Ultimately the "I've tried not to bug you to death" illustrates the trepidation she was feeling about "pushing" KC into doing something (if she hadn't already) that Cindy felt KC clearly was capable of doing.
I think Cindy (subconsiously at the least) knew that KC was capable of doing something catastrophic. This letter tells me that she was struggling internally between wanting to hear her daughter allay those fears while not provoking KC any further while she was out of Cindy's control.
What stands out most to me in this letter, is Cindy's demeanor. The Cindy we see on TV, would be raging at KC by this time for taking away her control. Instead, she is almost.... meek? She had to be afraid of something much more than KC moving out...
Very interesting.... Cindy said she was in daily contact with KC from June 16th. Another lie.
My question is, Why do they continue to stand beside her and support her? It just makes them look foolish and gullible.
I'm thinking if the Anheiser Busch deal was announced July 14, and given that this document starts "can't sleep," it was probably prepared in the middle of the night on July 14-15, the day before George finally picked up the certified letter and they found the car and tracked down KC. Thus, the reference to George working 9 am-6:30 pm might have been regarding his new job that he just started that day (July 14). I'll have to check George's EPass records for that day.
KC did get a "myspace alert" on her cell phone at 11:30 pm on July 14th, followed by a call from the Anthony house that she let roll over to voice mail (but no message was left), followed by another "myspace alert" at 12:12 am. I wonder if this "can't sleep" message was one of the myspace alerts?
This is what Lee refers to in his convo with KC from jail. "...stuff you've been putting mom through for the last four or five weeks."
CA was living a nightmare. My granddaughter (same age as Caylee) has lived in my home with her father for 90 percent of her life. I can imagine exactly what CA was going through. What I don't understand is what prevented her from finding KC earlier? I see from her statement that she's trying not to bug KC to death. Is that what kept her from seeking KC out earlier? Why? I would have been all over the world to find my son and granddaughter had he done this to me. Bug him or not, I would have found him and a lot sooner than a month later. How long would this have gone on if the car hadn't been towed? I don't understand. Red flags everywhere and she was trying not to "bug" KC?
Reading this makes me think CA really did believe KC was working. I thought she probably suspected she wasn't working but chose to ignore it. Or, was she just testing KC because she knew she didn't work at Universal?
After reading how truly upset Cindy was at this time,
I find it hard to believe that she wouldn't have tracked down "Zanny" with the number & address that KC had given her as she "claimed" to John Morgan.
I can't see her sitting by idly for a month if she had the "nanny's" info.
I remember there was a show maybe GVS where cindy was in her kitchen? and she did discuss calling phone numbers that she was given but then would realize it was some neighbor or someone the family knew on the other end. I don't think I'm making this up. It was early on.
Also don't you think cindy would have called the Grunds or the neighbor girl Christine? at one point to ask if they have seen Casey lately? It's not like she did not have any of Caseys friends phone or couldn't get them.
The notice you receive never tells you who it is from. You don't know who it is from until you go to the Post Office and sign for it. Once you sign, you get the letter that shows who it is from. But not before.
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Cindy had to believe all the lies or none of the lies, how could she pick and choose when KC was being truthful?
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Very respectfully snipped. About the comment from SP, "If she doesn't believe Casey then Caylee's dead"...I truly believed this was the case w/ Cindy before the remains were found. I did think she was trying to deny the fact that Caylee was gone. After December 11th though, Cindy has continued with her defense of Casey, Caylee is no longer a factor. I have to think that Cindy, for whatever reason, is bound and determined to defend her daughter and it's been that way since the beginning, or soon after. I do respect SP though and I know she was telling the truth in her statement, I just think she may have been mistakingly giving Cindy too much credit.I found it interesting that in the August police interview with Shirley P., she said the following:
SP: Defend her.
YM: . . . Casey and defend Casey.
SP: You know what? Shes out of control for one reason. If she doesnt believe Casey then Caylees dead. Honest to God thats my feeling. If she could not believe Casey, believe in Casey, shed have to accept the fact that Cay Caylee might be dead, or would be dead, or whatever. Thats, thats the honest to God feeling I got and Ive had it since she got out of control.[/INDENT]
I think Shirley P may be the only one in the whole family that has common sense. And I think she is absolutely on the money with this statment.