Last night I spent a lot of time looking at CW video's with police from the POV of body cams, reading endless text messages to his girlfriend, reading SW text messages to CW and her friends, watching SW happily facebook stream, reading unsealed affidavits, etc.
I'm not going to lie, friends. I spent too much time on it. Enough that I had to step back and just...stop and think why. What has gripped me about this case. Since you are here and reading this, too, I assume you can relate to some degree, if not completely.
Yes, there is a mystery to be solved, initially. But, let's face it. This has happened before, this type of ghastly crime. Pregnant women murdered, families annihilated, side women/mistresses, lies, deception, ultimate betrayal. We've heard the Scott Peterson comparisons, in particular, ad nauseam. But there are others. "Perfect" families with a psychopath in the midst.
Chris Watts isn't the first nor will he be the last. There will be more innocent victims.
So after long reflection, this is what I came up with. Beyond the obvious (perfect on the outside, his affairs, financial strains, on the inside)....
I don't remember a case where so much information was released. You don't need to imagine anything. It's all there for you to watch.
I am nowhere close to getting through this avalanche and never will. I rely on you to summarize it for me. Just watching the video's I described.....SW video's, CW watching his neighbors security cam video and his nervous reaction, her friend and the wellness check all caught on police body cam, the interview with parents, HIS interview with the media, I'm just going to stop. The only thing missing is, thank GOD, the murders themselves. It's so thoroughly encompossing, I wouldn't be surprised if they drop that next. Baby monitors capturing it? No, I know that won't happen, but please understand my point...
We, you and I and people all over the world who have an interest in it, are living through this case more so than any other I've ever experienced. Even chatty Jodi Arias, and her need to talk and talk and talk to the media, doesn't compare.
If you want to walk through a case, beginning to end, this is your case.
But be warned. At some point, it gets to you. This isn't the standard interrogation and sentencing they release. This is EVERYTHING, including home video's at length.
So I closed my laptop and felt sick. And wanted to cry, to be honest. Because this is evil and we are all walking through it.
Perhaps sometimes what starts out as an understandable strong sense for a need of justice can take you down a dark, ghastly rabbit hole you do not want to go down.
No judgement, please understand. I'm here, right with you. I just needed to vent about this case.
Thanks for reading.