If not for trespassing, I'd be curious to know where the best spot on the property for viewing the patio might be. Good spot for cellphone bars too?
JL could really help us out here. What was Suzanne doing from 11:30 until 1 and then all of 1 until 2:11? Where was she? For that whole time. What was she wearing? Wardrobe changes? Was there an awareness of Barry at all?
Was she outside between 11:30 and 1? Was Barry eavesdropping/watching? Cameras, binoculars? Did he have a dart in his .22? Was he trying to draw a bead on her even then?
Did he go into town because some part of whatever he did was necessary for his mission? For his narrative? For both?
I believe Suzanne thought she had the place all to herself on Saturday -- Barry at work. Probably felt the safest she'd felt in a long time.
If there were any chipmunks around the house that day, it's only because they smell danger and danger was in the woods, back behind the house.
I'm really glad that, in life, Suzanne had her brother Andy. He stopped at nothing, trying to recover her...
She was let down by the other men in her life. Barry, worst of all. And probably down a mineshaft as well.
But JL. He is the one who should have begged for immunity and anonymity. When did he know? I mean know, know. When was his first inkling? Saturday when she stopped responding? Those middle of the night activities on Suzanne's phone? -- did they have a super secret callback app? Akin to "I'll call, let it ring once, you call me back." Is there a thing, where you can make another person's phone ring, but without calling them?
Surely by morning JL must've felt something. No good morning from Suzanne, nothing.
If only he'd had the courage and decency to dial up a wellness check. Saturday. Even Sunday.
In all this, I think the greatest sadness is that Suzanne never got to be her full self. Transparent. Living, loving, making mistakes, correcting them, growing forward, fullfiling her dreams, dreaming new ones
Barry never knew what an absolute treasure she was. He seemed bamboozled that Suzanne should think for herself, want something else from life. He gave her sex and $400 a week, why wasn't that enough? Truly warped sense of what marriage is.
Coming up on two years later, you think he's reflected? Wished he had handled things differently, if only to spare himself the world of expensive trouble he's in?
Leopards don't change their spots.
IMO he's only angrier today than he was then. Angry at Suzanne, angry at cancer, chemo, mixed bathroom chemicals, CBD, IPAs, mountain bikes -- whatever planted those ridiculous thoughts in Suzanne's head. He's likely mad at Spezze, mad at Grusing, mad at LS, mad at anyone who doesn't believe him. None of this would've happened if Suzanne hadn't changed. Her fault.
It's JMO but you know why I think that? Because of how he said it. Tone. Weight.
He. Blames. Her.
Oh, Suzanne.
JMO