Thank you,
@ilovewings
I am indeed frustrated; but also angry, getting bitter and in despair.
I'm not angry at the Coronavirus. It's doing what it's supposed to do. Even though it isn't alive, it is mindlessly replicating and mutating when necessary in order to keep itself going. That's the job of a virus.
In March 2020, I was scared and anxious. My city was the epicenter in America and no one knew anything. The doctors and scientists hadn't seen this particular virus, it was novel, and they were learning on the fly. My governor at the time seemed to know what he was doing...at the time, but as it emerged, that was not the reality.
We know so much more now. We know the efficacy of mask-wearing and we have a miracle vaccine. I had retired shortly before Covid came around and had many plans for travel and to pursue the leisure activities that bring me joy, plus spend more time with my grandchildren, and to visit my elderly and ill parents in Florida more frequently.
Just like everyone else, my dreams and hopes were put on hold. Couldn't see family, couldn't travel, couldn't go to the places and pursue the activities I'd waited so long to have time to do.
But now, nearly two years later, I am beyond the beyond. I have to run a gauntlet of unmasked and likely unvaccinated people just to leave my building. The rest of my family who live in the suburbs just have to open their doors, but still cannot do the things they wish. Like all of us.
I don't blame the doctors and scientists although the messaging keeps changing, because the virus keeps zig-zagging and throwing us all for a loop each time.
But I am livid at the people who protest against vaccines and mask-wearing. IMO they are perpetuating a crisis that actually has a solution, if we all acted upon it.
It's like having a nation of drunk drivers on the road. In my opinion.