Thank you
@Yesiamapirate, for your insightful, heartfelt and compassionate post. My heart goes out to you and to all of us who are fellow travelers on this pandemic “toll road.” Even though my spiritual life and beliefs give me peace and hope, I have to draw heavily on those resources to deal with the emotional toll this pandemic has taken on me. Although I try to keep moving forward with optimism, a lot of days inertia sets in. I guess it’s old age and physical limitations weighed down by pandemic fatigue. I’m definitely not the same Lilibet I was pre-pandemic and I don’t expect to ever get back to what used to “pass for normal,” as I’ve always joked.
I‘m realistic and I know that there aren’t enough years left for me to fully recover. And maybe that’s OK. I doubt the WWII generation ever found their “normal” again, but they made the best of it. Many of us are their children. This has been our WWII. Whatever our age, we are the “Pandemic Generation” and that gives us understanding of our shared experience, even though we don’t have the words to explain it. Sending huge hugs to one and all!