That looks exactly like me!!
Lol, looking back on my post it seems I was a little edgy this morning...
Here’s where I think I’m “at” at the moment:
I think I might entering the “acceptance phase”....I still go back and forth between acceptance and disbelief though of course and I’ll catch myself saying “is this really happening?”, all that same old “Twilight Zone” stuff, but what I’m saying is I’ve already gone through the initial, earlier weeks of chest pain, nausea, dizziness, dripping sweat, fainting spells...I think a lot of that was the
SHOCK part. Shock can be very traumatic sometimes. And “
dread”...
So, now, there is not as much shock or dread because it is now a current reality. IT IS ALREADY HERE (ugh Poltergeist :”they’re heeeeeere...”)
I think that my acceptance is a positive emotional step in itself, and I think it is helping me to feel a lighter load emotionally now that I’m moving out of “shock and dread” phase.
Also, no more frustration of trying to prove my points and warn people and educate people that it’s coming because it’s already here. I don’t have to deal with any more idiots and naysayers.
Everyone will have different cycles of various emotions, in different times and phases.
I’ve done everything I can possibly do for my household. So I can finally just rest. Get this home in order, do some yoga, cook...there’s only so much you can do and I’ve done everything I can think of to the best my ability and budget and had has been weeks of hard work.
Also, since I’ve been home for a month no with NO EXCEPTIONS, that anxiety is now over of “sweating that last Uber ride” three week’s Ago...
There’s some comfort and peace that comes with not going out. You don’t have to worry for the next 2 weeks+ (I say at least 3 weeks moo) “omg was I exposed...”
Remember every small chance you take could be “that one time”...
There needs to be huge reminder for everyone HOW HIGHLY HIGHLY contagious this. I know some people have to go places and all we can do is or best but please, please, think VERY HARD if it is WORTH taking the risk when you go to the store.
Opt for delivery if you can. Only go out if you absolutely absolutely have to.