This is true....but so many here have use levity in various forms to make it through this tragic case. I will never forget watching live when FD suicided and the Press showed it live with no blurring. Will never forget watching him pulled from Suburban and having CPR on ground at 4JX. Can never remove that image from your brain. So, please extend some grace on coping skills as this has been a very long and very rough ride. MOOI've been re-reading earlier threads and I'm currently on #39 on the day that FD took his life, was pronounced dead, and then later we found out he had a pulse and was still alive but clinging to life. Man, so many of us have a dark sense of humor!