Bulldogs2 thank you for your kind welcome. I think that is the strangest part of being with these men for so long. The charm. One of the pictures shows JD hugging FD and he just smiling in the camera like “Michi, I’m thinking about you”. I know that JD really loved him. I read what I could find from her blogging days. She was on anti-depressants...she couldn’t believe how her life had turned on her and this man she loved treated her like his great enemy. It is devastating. I think about her so much and wish I knew her, could have been her friend, we walked similar paths and I wish I could have been in her life to help her.. I wonder if when she let him come that Wed to have visitation at her house he tried to charm her and act sad and give her the feeling he was remorseful about all that he had done. We don’t have her phone. We don’t know if he reached out to her and tried to pretend to woo her. KM could have met JD and said he is devastated over what he has done to you and the kids. He is a broken man. He is crying in the car and I can’t get him to Pull it together. She would have felt compassion for him. She named all of her kids Greek names. She wanted to make it work. Any way I digress. We all know he killed her. That beautiful, bright, loving person. Thank you again!