Exactly! If she were truly remorseful she would accept responsibility for her actions instead of trying to blame her victim. Instead, she goes on blaming him even after claiming she wishes she would have done things differently.
IMO, Arias had a perfect opportunity during that secret testimony--or even in open court--to stand before the jury and plead remorse. Cry, sniffle, cough, get all choked up when trying to speak--even if it was all a big fat lie she should have at least tried to act the part, to say precisely what the jury wants to hear. Sure, the jurors would have seen right through her but maybe just one would have bought it. And that's all she needs...one juror. But no! this killer does not even try to act the part of a remorseful killer. She speaks of wishing things had gone differently. But she doesn't usually specify what things and on the rare occasion that she does, it's not the right thing. It could lead jurors to believe she wishes she had done a better job of cover up. I just can't believe what she and her DT are doing to her case in this phase when IMO there are simpler and better ways they could have gone about mitigation.
This is a time for brevity, Jodi--whenever one is not being honest it is usually to their benefit to be brief. I am speaking of your case, not just your testimony. Your mitigation witnesses so far have not done you any favors that I can see. There is such a thing as juror alienation.