I still wonder if, and at what point, he had gotten away from her, could he have survived. It seems that the wound to the chest would have been rapidly fatal, but perhaps if he had gotten out of the house, EMTs could have provided life-saving assistance. I know it's a moot point, but I still wonder. Those people perform miracles every day.
Sometimes I put myself in his position and wonder what I would have done. I think he was totally focused on getting help, and Jodi was totally focused on preventing him from living one moment longer. She was so intent on killing him, he really didn't stand a chance.
I also sometimes put myself in Jodi's position. What did she have to gain? Nothing that any sane person could decipher. I think that's why the question of motive keeps coming up again and again without any clear answer.
The fact that she has now dug her heels in on a story that is based on something to the effect that he deserved it, is so telling. She's clearly mentally ill (and in denial about it), but then again, so is every other evil person. That doesn't give any of them a pass.
As an aside, during the sentencing retrial, Jodi was so (oddly) happy in court. I think two things were going on there:
1. Most days, she was wearing make-up, which she wasn't allowed to do during the first trial. I think she hated the fact that the first trial was televised and everyone saw her without the benefit of cosmetics. Even on the day of sentencing trial, she was wearing make-up, so although she looks awful in her new booking photo, imagine how plain-jane she would have looked without the enhancement of make-up, which she loves so much.
2. She truly thought all the red herring "evidence" she "uncovered" during her days acting pro per (




, and/or chorn) would convince people that Travis was such an awful person that he deserved to die. I have no doubt that she still believes he deserved to die; her remorselessness speaks to that. But the truth remains that no evidence she presented meant anything to the jury.