Okay, hope this calms some nerves and helps paint a picture of what its like to be on a jury of a major case with high stakes -
I only got interested in law after serving on a jury. It was a brutal child molestation case. The defendant was the 24 year old son of an extremely prominent family in the second largest city in Alabama. Everyone knew this family. He was facing a possible sentence of 25 - life. I cannot begin to adequately express the weight of the responsibility knowing that you and 11 others hold a 24 year old kids' life in your hands. It is enormous. You feel it all day & night. It is pretty much all you can think about. Then, you think about the victim. And the victim's family. You want to give them the justice they deserve. ALL you can think about is getting it right. So many lives you are about to affect. You want to make the right decision. We are all keyboard warriors on here, but it is VERY different in that jury room, when it is you charged with making the decision.
That trial had 8 days of testimony. When we first went back to deliberate, which was about 2:00pm, we took a vote to see where we were. First vote was 10 Not Guilty - 2 Guilty. We deliberated for another 3 hours. Returned the next morning and immediately the foreman suggested we take another vote. Lo and behold, this one was 7 Guilty - 5 Not Guilty. (sometimes you just need rest and a chance to absorb everything). By the end of the 2nd day, we were 10 Guilty - 2 Not Guilty. Morning of the 3rd day we were at 11-1. We finally reached a verdict around lunch time that day. (For the record, I was one of the 2 original guilty votes. lol) I was lucky in that we had a very good jury who respected each other. No one ever got mad at anyone else or pressured them to change their vote. We simply offered why we believed the way we did. The burden is real, folks. It is heavy.
When it was all over, we were all thrilled to find out that this guy had been arrested 8 prior times for molestation. However, when the parents found out that they had retained the highest profile defense attorney in the area who had a reputation for being brutal but winning acquittals for his clients, they refused to press charges because they didn't want their children to be subjected to trial & his cross-exam. We weren't permitted to know any of that before, so we were all SO relieved and that was when we knew for a fact we had made the right decision.