This just occurred to me. I went this morning. That was concrete, news kinda thing. I have noticed, from local news, there are tons of sad things going on around here today.
There is a want to do it -- I think some of this is my mothers thing - but I know , right now tonight (and yesterday) I am feelings wise, unavailble, to do a vigil.
You all kept me ocupied yesterday. And what we really do is hunt endlessly to try and find facts that help us understand the "why" of anything we share with one another.
No issue with weeping, in combo with mother and this. We all, however know, that no matter how "helpful" that process is draining.
And this started with my battery pretty drained
so I suppose, its ok today that I just want to stay here, on Ws , facts only - not go to a vigil. Who knows, last night I did not think I would be ok doing what I did today
Maybe in the next couple of days I will want, and will do a totally greiving experience.
I remained thrilled that noone in the hosptial has passed.................I think that is something else!!
Here is this mornings presser--it was good
http://www.wesh.com/news/local-fede...te-on-orlando-shooting-investigation/40028182