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'Two closets': Coming out as queer and Muslim in the wake of Orlando
How Orlando became a coming out moment born of tragedy for LGBT Muslims

'Two closets': Coming out as queer and Muslim in the wake of Orlando
How Orlando became a coming out moment born of tragedy for LGBT Muslims
Zayn awoke to the news like so many others: gutted that some 50 people just like him, dancing and laughing moments earlier, were massacred in cold blood. But when the Toronto-area man, who is not only gay but also Muslim, learned that the gunman in the Orlando nightclub had professed his allegiance to ISIS, he says he collapsed in disbelief.
Hours later, still reeling and heartsick, the 27-year-old, who spoke to CBC News on condition that his real name not be used, took to Facebook to express a pain he thought few would understand.
"I want to scream but I feel like I'm in a vacuum," he wrote in a letter shared with friends. "As a gay male and a Muslim, I have never felt so personally affected So empty and void of all feeling yet full of emotion at the same time."
It was supposed to be a time of love, of celebration, and of peace, he wrote. But instead both Pride month and Ramadan were marred by a single act of hatred.
Samira Mohyeddin knows the "two closets" all too well.
"I think a lot of queer Muslims have either been closeted Muslims or closeted queers at different times in their lives," Mohyeddin, an Iranian-born Muslim lesbian living in Toronto, told CBC News. "We've sort of had to learn to swim with both of these things at once."
But despite many LGBT Muslims having come to terms with their identities privately, Mohyeddin, who works occasionally for CBC Radio, says she was dismayed to hear many around her say after Orlando: 'It doesn't matter that Omar Mateen was Muslim."
To her it matters very much indeed.
"No, we shouldn't as Muslims have to apologize constantly when some nutbar does something. But let's call him out for what he is. He is a Muslim nutbar. Why are we afraid of saying that?