This was a forwarded email correct?
yes
to whom it was originally sent before sent to TA
I composed it and sent it to Abe A
2/18/07
TA was giving me . . . because if we were to remain friends he felt there was too much history between us because we had gone on one date . . .
this reads a bit like a break up letter
I don't see what paragraph
What matters to me is how that I am accountable for make TA (angry?
I wasn't dating him @ this time but I was his friend but @ PPL we hug . . . TA wasn't comfortable with me hugging Abe . . . . I wouldn't have hugged Abe . . . thought that would mean I would be acting differently in front of TA than
When we hugged a few weeks ago my intention was to . . . .
there was nothing wrong with it in my mind but I realized it made TA uncomfortable and unhappy
you hugged a friend and business associate you were encouraged to by TA in order to avoid his wrath to write this letter. . . .
I wasn't shaking at that point . . . I hadn't seen it I heard it over the phone - I shouldnt be less warm friendly
TA happiness is of cardinal significance to me and I . . . .
I didn't write this email to expound upon my secret TA worship
It sounds throughout the email I was putting him on a pedastal
Your are great person who has never had a single . .. . you didn't hold any ill will with Abe A? kick his



in the bathroom?
no
relates to your understanding . . part of the conflict . . . .
Did you ask TA to ask a similar letter to the woman in Okahoma City . . I didn't like the way he asked me to end my friendships
I have never done that with any of my other boyfriends.
Did he ask you to end friendships with other friends?
yes - John Dixon
not in the tape . . .he was the one . . . . just a friend - sort of a romantic interest there but he wasn't in the church
Were you encouraged by TA to write a ltter to Mr. Dixon?
yes but it wasn't as long . . . it was akward . . .
were there other males?
cant recall . . .he was just hostile about other interactions I had with guys but those were the 2 he wanted me to stop
In oklahoma city he demanded Icall Abe that very night . . . I tried to come up with a compromise . . .I reluctantly called him with that in mind . . the more he talked he seemed more level headed . . . instead I just made a promise to myself that I wouldn't contact him again
Conference . . . what year . . .
March 2007 - Oklahoma city
you went there with tA
When you went in March 2008 . . . . history of the church sites . . . did TA ever encourage you to end friendships with women
yes
he didn't like my friend Rachel . . . one of the only close friends I had in the church . . she went to my same branch in the ward @ my church . . . . in Palm Desert . . .
why did he want you to end friendship with Rachel?
he became hostile anytime she came into our conversations . . . . after she and I had conversation about him and need to go to the bishop
Repent - go thru own repentance process . . . . sins more aggregious - go to Bishop so he can guide you back to the straight and narrow . . .
conversation with rachel related to sexual sin
yes
same conversation where you told her you were having oral sex
yes
Did TA want you to go to the Bishop with this information?
no
TA didn't want you to have a friendship with Rachel because she encouraged you to go to the Bishop
he was hostile about her - I don't know the reason
nobody else comes to mind - I want to say yes but I can't think of anybody
Back to the texts . . . 5/26 he called you a





. . . were there other text messages where he called you names?
I was looking thru these just now . . . seemed like there were other complaints or accusations of things I did wrong
apart from calling you names . . . accusations in these texts?
and complaints about things he felt I did wrong
work our way back to things you did wrong . . . what were the accusations? if you need a minute to look go ahead
ok