I did read other threads last night, but only after I figured out where they were by references here. Mickey's story has broken my heart since I first heard of her in May. For some reason, I couldn't shake her. I identified with her. I identified with her mother. I couldn't help thinking, "What if it were K?" (my daughter)
I was totally in awe of the fact there was a website completely devoted to the missing. I stumbled upon WS through Facebook. I stumbled upon the other websites through WS.
I read through what others were saying on other websites, and because I've been here reading for a while now, I understood rumor was not allowed, and should never, ever be posted.
Having said that, I will tell you, I did read those sites. I was terribly disappointed. It just seemed to me to be a bunch of locals airing everyone's dirty laundry with no respect for the truth.
If I came back to WS and inadvertently posted something I shouldn't have, I truly apologize. Rarely do I ever care what rumor has to say about anyone or anything. The past has shown me that everyone has their own story to tell, and it's usually to their advantage.
In short, I don't care about small town politics in Church Point. I don't think there's a big conspiracy to protect BSL in Church Point. I don't think anyone was bullied into keeping his secrets. I don't believe any of that. In fact, I believe if one of those people had information to put him away, they would have.
What I do believe is that there is a child missing. I believe she met up with horror that we, as parents, only have nightmares about. I believe she is out there and she is so easy to find that no one can find her. I also believe we are all here because we all feel that way.
If I have offended anyone, I am sorry. It was never my intention. If any of you knew me, you would understand that is not what I am about. Having said that, if I feel someone else needs defending, I'll defend them. I can't help it. It's who I am.