LMAO - You are the
definition of Vanity KC!!!!
RE: Another inmate:
KC: "Lord knows she does need to be treated for her mental illness, besides needing an exorcist- Even Chaplain Gonzalez said that!"
Firstly does KC not realise that
she is in desperate need of mental health treatment? I think she prefers the visits with the chaplain since that focuses on forgiveness and faith, whereas talking to a psychologist means she actually has to do some serious work and FACE THE REALITY of her life and the ugly choices she has made.
RE Cindy:
KC: "Her idiot attorney has been bashing Baez and my defense team for a couple of weeks now, without reason, and my Mom has done nothing to stop it. We're the ones being made out to be careless, heartless and selfish, but we're the only ones playing by the rules and trying to avoid stepping on anyone's toes. Sadly, we're the true schmucks in this for playing nicely.
(RE: Cindy): "This is the same time she publicly states that she plans on writing a book about this! B-E-T-R-A-Y-A-L!!! I'm so sick to my stomach even thinking about this".
So it's not only okay, but oh- so-cool for Kc to have started writing her own book about her DRAAAAMMMMA of a life, but her Mum is not allowed to? Again with KC wanting the spotlight on HER.
KC feels betrayed??? OMG- just how many people has she betrayed in her life?
KC: "I know that I'm not alone; that I have God with me, I have my newly adopted family and I have my Cookie. It's just hard to now have to mourn the break up of my family, and to move on. I'm doing everything that I can to forgive what's happened, but I can't. I can't . God is going to have to hold my hand on this one and hold me to that promise- to unconditionally love them all and to forgive their actions.My heart is broken :-("
No words ..... :sick::sick::sick:
KC: "At least my hair is getting wayyy long and I'm getting used to it, slowly but surely.My ghastly period is letting up so I feel less icky."
So what's 'ickier' KC? Those ghastly periods or killing your flesh and blood, wrapping tape around her mouth, leaving her by the side of the road in trashbags, while animals feed off her remains? I'm guessing the periods are ickier for you.
Re: pregnancy-
KC: "I had my period the whole time and I was barely showing , nothing more than what looked like constant period bloating. I go to the doctors for a pap smear, I had never had one, and the doctor decides to do a pregnancy test, routine procedure. First test, negative. Second test positive.
#1 she's not stupid enough to think that yhou can have month-long bloating with your period. IMO- this proves she knew she was pg from very early on
#2 I've had lots of experience with pg tests and what she says here is a load of BS- All of it. PG tests can come up positive from as early as your period is due ....That's 2 weeks- even less sometimes!! There is NO WAY in the world that a person who is 6-7 mths pg would have a negative pg test. There can be false poistives , but no false negatives- especially at 6-7 months- that test would have come up positive in nano--seconds.
KC: "What prompted my worry even before seeing that article was my extreme irregularity with my period: stopping a month, bleeding non-stop for weeks, then nothing for a couple of weeks. NO matter how much I pray against it, I'm still scared out of my whits that I'll make it through all of this and then have to jump into cancer treatments."
So which one is it Kc? You claim you got your periods all throughoput your pg with Caylee, but know you say they are totally irregular? To the point you are convinced you have cervivcal cancer.
KC "You're definitely right: bad things happen to good people and good things happen to bad people. The up side? God will reward us because even in our worst moments (coughs now) He is still with us, He loves us just as much today as he did yesterday, and we will spend eternity with him( and Caylee <3)Don't fret about those feelings of mischief, I have them too and, yes, we are only human. The most important thing is to keep praying for them, and for the ability to forgive, but even more important to let our Daddy fight these kinds of battles for us. Definitely easier said than done, fo sho!"
BBM-
'even in our worst moments (coughs now) He is still with us, He loves us just as much today as he did yesterday'
.... [/I]is very telling. 'Worst moments' = killing her child -especially with the cough. (What no sneeze from God this time? :angel: ) she's basically saying that God loves her even though she killed her child . She seems to think true repentance is saying the words 'I'm sorry", to God instead of realising that you have to be TRUELY repentant and to Admit and be accountable for your sins.
Then the
'The most important thing is to keep praying for them and the ability to FORGIVE
."
Forgive what KC? Murder, lies, betrayal, deceit, theft , cheating, destroying so many lives, wasting milions of dollars and countless hours searching for your daughter when you knew exactly where she was?
And finally (for now) after all these claims that her Mom was the racist, it seems that KC is very bigoted.
KC: It was some short stalky black chick with four or five stomachs because she was always begging for food. She targeted me one day and I told her to mind her business, and she got all black about it. Excuse me, ghetto. Whatever.Anyway home girl done got told yes, I went there and for a day or so she ran her mouth. I ended up laughing in her face, telling her to keep wasting her time saying false things, because she wasn't going to hurt my feelings- she really didn't. I did piss her off more, whoops, but most of the CO's are on my side. It pays to be quiet and patient and overly polite. It works for me. Its funny, but no one has bothered me since. ...
Darn. I' d give the shirt off my back for anybody, and I know you would gladly do the same, but I will not be taken advantage of by some fake and immature woman. NO thanks. I prayed about it and I have no remorse, nor should I. It's a sad day when Baez agrees with me for opening my trap to another inmate. Ha! That's the drama. I am glad that she left almost 2 weeks ago and I hope she can learn to open her heart to Jesus.
"I have no remorse- nor should I." Now thats the bumper sticker she needs to get for her cell.
"Most of the CO's are on my side'....wonder if thats true or just one of her many delusions.
OT ALERT
Okay it's bedtime for me- have been on the PC for way too long today since I had no access while I was away on holidays so I've been playing catch up.
