Letter Highlights Post Yours **NO DISCUSSION**

[tasylshari]

"I am strong, and I am confident with whom I am, but I don't like looking back at who I was, or what I was made to be."

 

[pip]

"Always remember that I love you, Robyn, my best friend that I have ever had and my big sister. We are family — and we are never apart — families are bound by that unconditional love. I'm always here and always will be."


Anthony family motto. But you can still love someone unconditionally AND tell the truth. Guess they didn't get that memo.

 

[ZsaZsa]

I really like the part where she says she has found out that when Lee visited her in July and August (08) he was speaking from a script and reporting right back to LE about their conversations.

 

[LambChop]

"If there is anything you need just let me know."

Okay and what was KC going to do? Tell her boys so they could smuggle something in for RA, too?????

 

[AlwaysShocked]

"I am strong, and I am confident with whom I am, but I don't like looking back at who I was, or what I was made to be."

No, no, no. It's "I am confident with WHO I am." Because when you diagram the sentence................. oh, never mind. It is "To Whom It May Concern" but it is "I am confident with who I am".

 

[butwhatif?]

I suck at life sometimes and I'm not afraid to admit it. Can I go home now?
:-(

If there was one song that describes your life or how you feel right now, what would it be?
Mine, hands down, that “I'm a bit*h , I'm a lover, I'm a child, I'm a mother, I'm a sinner and a saint” song by Fiona Apple. Yep/ Tha'ts how I feel right now, especially how the song starts “I hate the world today”.

P13674

 

[butwhatif?]

Me no likey cry cry. No Ma'am.


This girl is not going to get married while in the slammer, nor do I have any intentions of ever getting married to someone that I don't know. I am not desperate., no way Jose.

OK....the sneezes....sometimes when I talk to myself or when I'm thinking something random, I sneeze. At times I've taken that as God affirming or denying my thoughts/words. I'm not a random sneezer, even with my allergies. When HE and I have our talks, same deal. I know I'm a kook but in my silly world, there are no coincidences.

It's so sad how drastically things have changed since we were both in school. One thing I know for sure- the more “power” satan obtains before the final showdown, the worse things are going to get. The chaplain and I have talked about that a lot. We need to find a way to reach out to today's youth and to the youth of tomorrow because we need them in this fight. It's easier to convert a less corrupted mind (I almost feel guilty putting it like that, but it's true in many aspects) and I know we could positively influence these young minds before they become one of the many drowning in society and the devils within.. It's hard not to get worked up over these issues before us. Especially for those of us who knows what will happen in the coming years.

 

[butwhatif?]

Sorry mods, but there are so many great highlights from the letters, I can't stop myself!!!

Something especially encouraging that I read though, is that God separates us completely from our old lives, including old friends , and those not of our Christian family.

Does KC think that god is Going to serarate her from her murderous life on earth, and all is forgiven?

He loves us just as much today as he did yesterday, and we will spend eternity with him (and Caylee <3 )

Caylee is clearly an afterthought- in brackets?????? :furious::banghead:

Is it bad that I really want to be mean sometimes? That's just not me.

Ah- Yes it is you KC! Hands down!

I gave her my last bag of skittles the other night and a package of KOOL-AID. I hate feeling like I'm being taken advantage of when I've tried to do something nice

The KOOL-AID in caps are hers and not mine. Thought that bit was funny. Kc offering her KOOL-AID to more peeps! LOL
And she hates it when she feels she's being taken advantage of? KOOL-AID and skittles vs stolen money from practically everyone she knew, not to mention all the other ways she took advantage of the people in her life. :banghead:

 

[pip]

"I've had to forgive what happened to my Caylee but I'm still angry. If it weren't for God, screw where I'm sitting now, if it weren't for him, and for my unconditional love for my daughter, I would end whoever is responsible."

Notice how she avoids using the word kill?

 

[Sundance]

"My dad quit or got fired back in November, never mentioned it to my mom, but kept disappearing day and night, never telling her where he was going, what he was doing, or who with. Too many questions unanswered."

Hello, Kettle? You are black.

 

[ZsaZsa]

"I've had to forgive what happened to my Caylee but I'm still angry. If it weren't for God, screw where I'm sitting now, if it weren't for him, and for my unconditional love for my daughter, I would end whoever is responsible."

Notice how she avoids using the word kill?

Yes, I thought that was odd too. Some kind of psychological guilty slip....

 

[FaerieB]

"I may have a BIG mouth but I can keep a secret." ~ handwritten page 13588

Then, from the same letter, "I have no more secrets, just a small, empty place in my heart that only God can fill. But you're there, right next to Caylee. Someday...someday." ~ handwritten page 13595

"That's where we're hoping to have my trial, for numerous reasons - very little media exposure, lots of additional resources, including the Walsh's, and of course, sun and sand." ~ handwritten page 13842

Walsh's? As in John and Reve Walsh? Oh and yeah, keep thinking about the sun and sand, KC.

"I shaved my arms this morning..." ~ same page as above

Really? Shaving her arms? Now I'm hoping she wears a short-sleeved shirt to the next court date!

"That woman has a sickness and it's called being a rude, compulsive b#tch." ~ handwritten page 13626

I'm choosing to assume that she was looking in a mirror.

 

[pip]

Yes, I thought that was odd too. Some kind of psychological guilty slip....

More like an intentional use of the word end rather than kill, to me.

And how does your unconditional love for your daughter keep you from not killing "whoever" murdered Caylee?
Only Cindy knows the answer to this question.

I think this statement reveals her guilt more than anything else found in those letters.

 

[LambChop]

KC upset because her mother put a copyright on Caylee's name:

Sorry this is what KC actually wrote: "Come to find out that she put a trademark on Caylees name months back, never told me, and even talked about doing the same with mine."

 

[butwhatif?]

P13677

is it vain that i can't wait to have a guy like that look me in th eyes and tell me how beautiful, great......i am? Something to look forward to for sure.

i love you cookie! I'm so grateful for your friendship! (hi!!!) if i could have just told you about the object of my affection, i gladly would have. I need a nap. And a hug..a nice, big, warm hug from a great big, lovely boy. Soon enough. <3

i hope when i see my guy(s) this week i get a letter back from my mum. It's been weeks and nothing- no word- nothing. Oh well. I'm a big girl now, even when the tears are streaming down my face.

P13674

I don't want to worry you, nor do I want to think the worst, but I know I shouldn't be taking chances with my health like this. Just in case I end up having to go to the hospital, you know what the potential reason would be. I'm sorry.

P13695

As far as my crap-ola....eh. Legally things are moving in the right direction and my days here are quickly coming to an end (Yippee!!!) But as far as my folks are concerned, it's only getting worse. They're really good at putting on the supportive face/persona for the TV, but behind the scenes, it's a daily battle. Ridiculous, unnecessary and down-right shameful, but what are you going to do? I just have to keep my distance and hike -up my BIG GIRL panties (no &#8220;depends&#8221; necessary- not yet anyway ) And keep on keepin' on.

I'm getting the best kind of supports from the hermano- his exact words- this is my time and I need to do what's best for me. I <3 my _soef! I did get some B-day <3in' , but it just seemed insincere. Goes with the territory (as far as my folks are concerned).

3 of my boys came to see me- the Jose's and Gabe (you met him a month or so ago). Between them and your delish * cupcake ( I saved the cup and candle) and 20 or so cards, it was a pretty successful day. Plus, I chewed out some idiot that was in 20 and Miss Johnson let her have it. It was fun!

Just remind her that God goes FIRST and that he rewards the meek/humble.

I hate that she actually enjoyed her b'day behind bars!!!
And she "chewed out some idiot" and it was FUN?

What happened to meek/humble/ pray for them, feel sorry for everyone who has to walk in these walls etc?

 

[butwhatif?]

I saw one of the press conferences today on the new missing child case- Haleigh. I started crying the moment her picture popped up. :-( Why does this happen? It's just not right. I wish people could and would stop being so heartless and evil. Satan continues to tempt and more and more individuals succomb to that damned temptation.

Yet no tears for Caylee? And did satan tempt you KC?

RE: legal matters:

P-13713
Hey girl!
Everything is going &#8230;.as usual. The attorney visits are always unpredictable, but good, nonetheless. My main attorney has been giving me a hard time, wanting me to &#8220;teach him&#8221; some of the things he's sent back with me to read. It's draining. Now I remember why I don't miss school! My visit last night was good though. Two hours of chit chat, with our newest guy. Sad , but true, I look forward to his visits (the new guy). He sweet, super-sweet and easy on the eyes. HaHa ! Oh boy, I guess that's encouraging in itself!

P- 13726

And yes, he wants me to &#8220;teach him&#8221;. Haha! We're taking turns giving each other the run-down of the new finds in books and with evidence. The job is never done. This has become my job, as it was was when I was home. Case stuff at the......

"We're taking turns giving each other the run-down of the new finds in books and with evidence".....

Searching through books for a defense, maybe? :waitasec:

 

[IRule254]

"I go to the doctors for a pap smear, I had never had one, and the doctor decides to do a pregnancy test, routine procedure. First test, negative. Second test positive"

A false negative is EXTREMELY rare.

 

[LambChop]

"I go to the doctors for a pap smear, I had never had one, and the doctor decides to do a pregnancy test, routine procedure. First test, negative. Second test positive"

A false negative is EXTREMELY rare.

And I might add extremely impossible when you're 7 months pregnant. The doctor could see she was pregnant in more ways than one. Spin, spin, spin. She makes me dizzy. JMO

 

[TinPan]

"I had asked her to take Cays for a few days so I could put the rest of our stuff together, money I had saved, new clothes, new everything."

I had asked her to take Cays for a few days (but changed my mind, I needed a permanent solution) so I could put the rest of our stuff together (but decided to take only my stuff, Cay wouldn't need hers), money I had saved (as I had not worked in years, I decided to steal the money from everyone who loved me), new clothes (Oh yes!, I must taunt and seduce all men, like I tried with my dad and brother), new everything (bought with stolen money for my new life as a carefree celebrity).

 

[butwhatif?]

"I go to the doctors for a pap smear, I had never had one, and the doctor decides to do a pregnancy test, routine procedure. First test, negative. Second test positive"

A false negative is EXTREMELY rare.

So are invisi-nannies!! Very rare indeed.