I am actually verified here in trauma. I did not see a trauma response in her at all. I saw evasiveness, contempt, and I am smarter than you. I didn't see memory lapses. She was defiant. Someone with true trauma memory lapses would not act this way. They would normally draw into themselves, be tearful, be mad at themselves for not remembering, be sincerely apologetic, etc. She was not those things. The last thing they would be is the things she was emoting. That is just not how trauma response presents. They are normally very embarrassed when they cannot remember. They can even just shut down.
ETA: She would not be in such a hot seat, if she would tell the truth and not have so many inconsistencies. Jackson could not try to trip her up or catch her in lies if her story stayed consistent.
If she is dealing with the result of such complex trauma she could have brought a support person with her and she could have asked the court for a break when things were getting too overwhelming for her so that she could ground herself again in hopes that her memory would return in a better state once she was out of fight or flight. However, I think that she was in a constant state of fight or flight because she had to be constantly worried about being tripped up. You could see her being hyper vigilant with her eyes, trying to prepare for what would be thrown at her next instead of trying to keep calm and just tell the truth.
Agree, her eyes were like daggers!