You are being deceptive in characterizing your own citation:
"what happened is as confusing to me as it is to everyone else"
"I have been told there is hard evidence"
"This, I want to confirm, is something that to me, if asked a few days ago, would be impossible."
"In my mind there are things I remember and things that are confused."
"However, I admit that this period of time is rather strange because I am not quite sure. I smoked marijuana with him and I might even have fallen asleep. These things I am not sure about"
"I don't think I did much."
"In truth, I do not remember exactly what day it was, but I do remember that we had a shower"
"In regards to this "confession" that I made last night, I want to make clear that I'm very doubtful of the verity of my statements because they were made under the pressures of stress, shock and extreme exhaustion. Not only was I told I would be arrested and put in jail for 30 years, but I was also hit in the head when I didn't remember a fact correctly."
"it was under this pressure and after many hours of confusion that my mind came up with these answers."
"But I've said this many times so as to make myself clear: these things seem unreal to me, like a dream, and I am unsure if they are real things that happened or are just dreams my head has made to try to answer the questions in my head and the questions I am being asked."
"But the truth is, I am unsure about the truth and here's why:
1. The police have told me that they have hard evidence that places me at the house, my house, at the time of Meredith's murder. I don't know what proof they are talking about, but if this is true, it means I am very confused and my dreams must be real.
2. My boyfriend has claimed that I have said things that I know are not true. "
FULL QUOTE DECEPTIVELY EDITED BY OP:
"And I stand by my statements that I made last night about events that could have taken place in my home with Patrik, but I want to make very clear that these events seem more unreal to me that what I said before, that I stayed at Raffaele's house."
"I'm very confused at this time."
"I know I didn't kill Meredith. That's all I know for sure. In these flashbacks that I'm having, I see Patrik as the murderer, but the way the truth feels in my mind, there is no way for me to have known because I don't remember FOR SURE if I was at my house that night."
(AK goes on to reiterate that the reason for her confusion is that her interrogators are telling her things that directly contradict her actual memory of events.)
(Emphasis added.)