You're right, Concentric, something radical needs to happen. National exposure would be fantastic. Some of us have been working on that for years -- I tried contacting Oprah about four years ago, no response. I also contacted various congressmen and politicians -- and I told you about my interaction with the editor of the Star Tribune -- she acted like was talking crazy stuff. That's because many still minimize what's been going on and probably continues to go on at St. John's. And sadly, so few even give Joshua a second thought. That's why I won't let go -- if I can't achieve anything else, I can keep him in my heart and pray for him. But I'm not done looking for answers -- giving up is not an option. When you take on an institution as powerful as St. John's, you have to commit to the long haul -- which, so far, is eight years.