This is the most emotinal I've ever been...all she went through in her life, all she survived...to be put through abuse and then through a freaking WOODCHIPPER! I guess the coverup was more important than the life of a child...there is a special place hell reserved for these two!
Those beautiful pics of her just depress me...so happy and full of life...why wasn't that enough? Why did this child become so expendable? No matter how upset I might get at my own stepdaughter, I could NEVER imagine hurting her or wanting to hurt her...I just don't get it...how can God's gift be right in front of you and you just ignore it or don't want it?
And I wanted to say something about the goth stuff, or lifestyle choices in general. It's not the the fact they are goth that gets me. Anybody can be goth. It's what you do with that lifestyle that is important. If you live your life and don't harm anyone else, then great. But if you take that kind of lifestyle, and either twist it to meet your ghoulish needs or aren't really what the lifestyle is (just faking it to get what you want), that is just wrong to me. Any lifestyle can be perverted by manipulative, sick people to help them get what they want or live out some deluded childish fantasy instead of growing up and being an adult. It's not the lifestyle - it's the person behind it and what they are doing with it that is more important here.
I don't think the SM was truly goth. I think she wore it like a costume to make people think she was, or it was some sick fantasy life that she used to be perpetually immature and act at least twenty to thirty years younger than she actually is. I play roleplaying games and play online roleplaying games, but you don't see me not being responsible or acting so immaturely and out of control either. And I have goth friends that would be just pi**** that this SM dares to say she's one of them.
Poor little Zahra...I am just so upset at all the people who failed you...