he remarks about spending a lot of time with his family and not wanting to be alone because that's not good, then goes on to say
"I got a chance to see Amanda, I, all I could do, you know, I don't have any bad feelings for her, I love her probably more now -- you know, his wife--you know, more than I did before, I didn't really know her. I just gave her a hug. and you know, that's all I can do, is just...She didn't know <reporter asks a question> Yeah, last night at one of our Christian meetings, it was very hard for both of us, but you know we're in this together. We have you know, equal pain. her's is a little different than mine, and mine is different from hers" and they cut out
(sorry, there was a lot of watch/pause/type/watch/pause/type to make sure I got it right lol)