Of course. Especially if those are your own babies. It’s ridiculous that she just let them swing in the wind like that. Any real mom would be desperate to cut them down and try
His squad did have counseling for sure. I remember all the worst calls, they never go away, you just take solace from hoping that you helped. I have been on calls where some members cannot handle a call for whatever reason, and another member automatically steps up and handles it. I had a great team. Your emotions sometimes take over no matter what you wish. And when you are alone, you cannot predict how you react. I was fine with blood, even body parts, but when my own kids would be injured, my arms and legs would go completely numb. It was so hard to treat them like I treated strangers. I was so happy just to see a policeman. I was always scared when I was alone with them that there would be an injury. I hope there is compassion during trying times. I am so sorry for your difficulties and time does not erase. Keep talking to friends, it helps. It helps so much.
God bless you for the work you did. Takes a very strong person. The personnel that came here were incredible. I do have a wonderful circle of caring friends. Thank you.