The problem is - those levels of klonipin and zolpediem were very low, as I recall.
nobody has ever stabbed themselves to death after first stabbing themselves into the brain - right?
nobody has ever stabbed themselves to death after first stabbing themselves in the dural sac - right?
has anyone ever run amok performing herculean feats of strength and precision from low levels of klonipin and zolpidiem?
IMHOO
I know your questions are rhetorical and I get it. These seem to be impossible injuries. Biomechanically impossible. There is no shortage of opinion that someone else had to have inflicted those injuries on her -- I was 100% in that camp myself.
And that leaves someone known to her or someone unknown to her. HDV (homicidal domestic violence) is the obvious direction to look.
I'm just choosing to look at it from the position that she was alone when it happened. Not to make light but like an Encyclopia Brown puzzler -- lone man, dead in a locked room, no chair or ladder, how did he die? (He stood on a block of ice.)
So, if I start with that premise (shaky as it might be) and she was in fact alone in the apartment, WTH happened? If it's pharmaceutical in nature, maybe it wasn't what she was taking and how much but rather a wrong combination or even a down-adjustment. Those meds can be very volatile IMO and cause all sorts of side-effects, including an INCREASE in the anxiety and ideation it was intended to treat.
I'm reminded of a mother, being treated heavily for post partum, who sent her husband to get take-out, murdered her littles, and jumped out a window, surviving with a severe spinal cord injury. Utter devastation, utterly out of character.
Yes, there might be DV in this case, she may have indeed been planning to leave. I don't discount that at all.
I'm just aware, from headline after headline (actually family story after family story) how quickly someone can go from not suicidal to suicidal, and often while taking the very meds that are supposed to prevent that.
So, coming from my unpopular position that she was alone -- occurred while he was at the gym -- and not intruders -- I'm left to consider how this could have happened.
Tentative cuts. I can reconcile that. Strangulation marks. I can reconcile that. Maybe she tried and aborted. They say that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. (I make no judgment, I minimize nothing, I use it to illustrate.)
Maybe she accidentally cut herself was cutting fruit... and the bloodletting panicked her.... or gave her an unexpected relief... I don't mean to get inside the mind of another person... and if she's the victim of a crime, I don't want to look like I'm blaming the victim. Truly I'm trying to understand whether it's possible this occurred without a second party.
Bent down, head well below one's knees, makes the back of the head very accessible.
In the end, it's a tragedy how ever it occurred. Such a beautiful, intelligent, bright light lost-- and shrouded in mystery, accusation, conspiracy.
I don't know that it'll ever be resolved to any/everyone's satisfaction.
JMO