http://www.nytimes.com/interactive/2011/12/03/sports/ncaafootball/20111202-sandusky-audio.html?ref=ncaafootball
Sorry to relentlessly post links to this interview, but I do believe it provides a very important insight not only into the mind of JS, but also into his relationship with his lawyer JA...
Please click on link #12 titled "Bob Costas Interview" starting at 17 seconds:
JS: ... <snipped> If say no, I'm not attracted to boys, that's not the truth, because I'm attracted to young people, boys, girls [Amendola shouts from somewhere else in the room, "Even not sexually... you're attracted because you enjoy spending time with them..."] JS then amends to say, "I enjoy, that's what I was tryin' to say, I [Amendola: "Answer that"] enjoy spending time with young people, I enjoy spending time with people.
My two favorite groups are the elderly and the young. The young because they don't think about what they say, and the old because they don't care.... I love being around both groups, both those groups of people, and neither one of the are going anywhere, they're not caught up like all of us in trying to make a living and trying to impress people... they are who they are, and that's why I love... those groups."