He (Sandusky) was always grabbing the players, Paknis says. He would get in their space, lean up right against them. Id also been taught you dont touch anyone unless you are teaching a technique. Boundaries were clearly an issue. It made me feel awkward, the way he would grab or pinch them.
That wasnt all that made him uncomfortable during his short Penn State tenure, which followed a successful playing career on a three-time undefeated state championship high school team before starting at Brown.
Paknis found it bizarre that Penn State coaches all showered in the same space, behind a clear Plexiglas perimeter.
They would talk about plays," he said. "I thought that was maybe old-school or something, so I mentioned that to coaches at other places, and they never did that. That was not for me.
Paknis also was unnerved by some of his interaction with Sandusky, even though none of it was sexual in nature. They didnt spend much time together, but they coached different sides of the ball. Still, Paknis recalls that Sandusky would tell him that he hated Joe. He was never unpleasant to me, but I could not figure out where that was coming from, so I would back off. I didnt want to get into it.
That doesnt mean Paknis was a fan of Paternos, either.
Paknis didnt think much of the Penn State power structure, or the man at the top, who wouldnt give you time of day unless you were on his level, or have any interaction with you without it serving him. He saw a system that served as a kingdom, designed to serve a single person, without checks or balances. He saw a coach who had been able to produce a constructive output on the field, but underneath, optimized fear.
And he saw a community that bought so completely into the image that he does things the right way, that his way was rarely questioned.
Joe is perceived to be a father figure or grandfather figure, and thats a very hard thing for people to get to that realization, that your dad is bad, Paknis says.
Thats why Paknis isnt surprised that many former players have spoken out in sympathy toward Paterno since his firing last Wednesday, referencing all the good work he has done for the program and those who have gone through it: Their whole image is locked into that. That is the way they define themselves. To let go of that, its very difficult.
Paknis believes that Paterno followed what was his MO for all those years, and that when it was time to step up and protect the kids, he protected himself. He also believes that the truth is even worse than what has been reported.
Paknis thinks Paterno knew something earlier even than 1999, when Sandusky resigned, one year after one boy Victim 6 in the indictment reported an incident to his mother, and it was investigated by university police and the district attorney.
Thats because Paknis came to this simple conclusion during his two years in Happy Valley, a conclusion that doesnt change after Paterno aged well past the point of the average working person:
Joe knows everything.
And certainly, he saves none (sympathy) for Paterno, whom he calls a spin doctor who believed too much of his own hype.
Its sort of an empty reaction, Paknis says. Almost like a pitiful reaction. I wish (his ouster) had happened 10 years ago when he first knew about it.
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http://nbcsports.msnbc.com/id/45283472/ns/sports-college_football/page/2/