Don't know what to say to help anyone feel better right now other than please be kind and gentle to yourself. Take care of yourself for now and hopefully, things will start to feel better, more hopeful, in the coming days... So much of what is going on is out of anyone's control, all we have is each other and hope. Hope never hurts. We have to move forward. The alternative is unacceptable. Hang in there, silly as that sounds. Reach out if you need to, and may you always find a soft hand when you do.
ETA; or maybe a rough, calloused hand will work in a pinch too!!!