I'm so very sorry to hear about the tragic loss of your daughter. True, we all react differently.
I lost my son to death, too, not murder. I lost two friends as teens in a brutal double murder, their murderer and his accomplish are still free. It tore me to shreds and I'm still affected by it. I'm sure their parents suffered terribly until their own deaths decades later although they went on to raise their remaining children & love their grandkids. Death of a child is horrible, and the loss by murder is an excruciating burden.
I'm very sorry.
About Ron's appeal, it looks like he's representing himself. No attorney. I'm wondering why he's in Santa Rosa County jail tonight? Is the Florida appeals court in Santa Rosa?