I'm back home again, and I don't know how I would have gotten through the month of July without my cousin and my sister < who had flown in from another state to attend my youngest daughters wedding.
Bless her heart, she had purchased her airline ticket in May and had EVEN taken off an extra week from work before (the wedding) to help me with the wedding that never even happened.
And THEN after the wedding was cancelled, :frown:
I had to put my SO VERY LOVED :heartbeat: furbaby :heartbeat: down on July 2, and even to this day I am still so emotionally distraught.
My cousin rescued me on July 3 and I stayed with her until the 8th. She kept me very busy with a lot of "adventures" she had planned for us to do. She did her best to keep me distracted from my sadness.
Then on July 11th my favorite sister flew in. She has the best sense of humor of anyone I have ever met, and we laughed like little most of time she was here. :SMILE:
We had lost our mom :frown: in 2012 and my dad in 2013, so us girls decided to let my brother just stay there and live. He has had so many heath issues and he has lived there all of his life.
ANYWAY,
We all stayed there at our childhood home form July 11-25. Thanks goodness, one of our cousins got married on July 24th, so my sister could still wear the beautiful dress she had bought for my daughters wedding!
After I took her to airport on the 25th, I knew I had to go home. I hate it here!!! I still look for Mac everywhere :crying: I finally took her basket of toys off the fireplace and put them in my spare bedroom closet. I can't for the life of me take her bed out of the LR yet. She usually slept on the loveseat during the day anyway, but it was very sad to take it to my youngest daughters house... who has nothing in her living room

(remember, her fiancée took the couch because his "grandmother gave them the money for it") :gaah: So he came and took it the very next day, plus the kitchen table and chairs that somebody in his family had stored in their GARAGE. <modsnip>
I don't know where the hell they are going to put them, his parents house is fully furnished and the couch he took is no where near the quality of their leather sofa'S they already have.

this I'm sure was mommies request. And there's NO chance in hell that he's moving out of mommy's house, because my daughter had told me that he ACTUALLY cried real TEARS when he moved into "their house" and said It's gonna be so hard to not see my mother everyday...I said "HINT HINT run Lexi run"!!!!! oh well another story, another day.
Then I went back to my cousins on July 27th and stayed with her until Aug. 2. She lives in Elizabethtown KY, and it's only a half and hour away from Bardstown Ky, where Crystal Rogers lived and is missing. We went there one day to help with the search. It is sooo very sad, and I can't EVEN imagine if one of my girls were missing.
Then we went to LaGrange Ky. were we saw on the news that Hallmark was filming the movie called "The Ultimate Legacy" which was starring Raquel Welch and Brian Dennehy! Of course we couldn't find them but we went to a coffee shop there and they told us that they had actually filmed right there in "Coffee Roasters" the week before.
Well, I'm finally finished with my book post that I have written. If you've read it all, then bless you...If you haven't, then I don't blame you :smile:
It's just so hard to be in this house without my sweet baby girl :frown:
This song really seems to help me. I've listened to it countless times. It doesn't matter if you're religious or not. It's still a beautiful song.
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