HI everyone.
I have been here with you all along but have never posted until now.
I will firstly say that I have also been impressed with the tone of the forum - occasionally I have felt like it has descended into almost a lynch mob ....but whenever it has teetered on the edge of that - it has always come back to a discussion committed to understanding all the ins and outs of what actually happened and foremost of all compassion and a wish for truth and closure for the Dickies and the 3 girls and respect and justice for Allison.
I knew them both many years ago , not very well, but enough to say hi to Allison when I saw her at the shops in later years and to ask Geraaard for an appraisal on my house when I was thinking of selling.
My initial reaction was one of complete shock when the news broke.
Shock that it was Allison who was missing and then found dead......and complete disbelief that he was capable of such a heinous act.
I didn't have a high regard for Geraard , so was not surprised by his adultery , stupidity in business or nastiness within his marriage .....BUT murder???
It was just too hard to believe ...and no doubt if I felt that , his own family and close friends would have had an even greater disbelief to the point that they would try very hard to convince themselves that he DIDN'T do it.
There have been times when I have STILL doubted that it was possible, almost wanted to believe that it was not possible. Give him the benefit of the doubt....
But really .... I kept coming back to the question ...who did it, if it wasn't him????
During the trial I have also shared moments with you, when I have thought there is a possibility that he would be found not guilty...as the prosecution just didn't seem to have any knockout punches.
But so many little things all together make for a pretty convincing case – in my mind anyway!!
MOO so to speak 
The blood in the car was Allison’s
There was someone else’s DNA under her fingernails
The scratches on his face were from fingernails not a razor.
His phone was put on a charger (all by itself) at 1.48 am when he was supposedly asleep
He used the find my phone app in the morning and it didn’t say where she was and yet later that day it said she was out the back in the next door neighbours place.
He has inconsistencies and lies in his interviews (story ) with police, around shaving and lunches
There’s probably a few other glaringly obvious things that I have forgotten here as well so feel free to remind me of any others
BUT NOW while I have been writing this I find out he IS ACTUALLY going to take the stand to try and convince us all that he didn’t do it!
Wow - This is going to be interesting!!