May 26. Note- I’ve included all the times noted for parts of the exchange. They don’t make much sense as is, or at least, they don’t help in trying to piece together the order of what was said. Maybe someone else can figure out if time zone differences are part of what is confusing. I inserted pieces where times weren’t mentioned where they most logically seemed to follow, but those were just guesses.
4:08 JA: (text begins mid sentence) that part. I’ll tell you the other part but I need a response from you. Deal?
7:59 TA: I sent you a response to your dire conversation that I hope you read because you need to read it. Maybe it will spark some human emotion in you something that seems to exist only when it comes to your own problems. But everyone else is just a part of your sick agenda. By the way, your pic comment to Danny Jones makes you look like a pure
, even more to the people who know you. You should be embarrassed by it. If he knew what I knew about it, he’d spit in your face. So would everyone else. I have never in my life been so hurt by someone. But why do I even say it because you don’t care. It doesn’t serve your evilness.
8:35 You couldn’t get off your lazy butt to read it could you. That’s the sociopath I know so well. It freakin figures.
9:11 TA: I don’t want your apology. I want you to understand what I think of you. I want you to understand how evil I think that you are. You are the worst thing that ever happened to me.
9:14 TA: You are a sociopath. You only cry for yourself. You have never cared (about) me and you have betrayed me more than any example I could conjour. You are sick and you have scamed me.
9:14 JA: I don’t have an email from you. Which email did you send it to?
9:17 JA: Hmm.. I did not get an email notice but I will check now.
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238 JA: Only you would say that. Anyone else would see it for what it was-a joke. I was just razzing him.
TA: No- you were flirting with him and you know better. It’s Danny Jones. Maybe you are just on to the next dick and he’s an easy target.
TA: So you have checked with him. What a freaking
.
2:42 TA: I’ve never dealt with a more solid form of evil. (you are) blatantly lying.
2:45 TA: I do realize I hate you. Hitler had more conscious. You have caused me more pain than the death of my father. How can a heart beat in such a corrupted carcass?
You are the lowest of the low. You are sick and evil and knowing you, I want to kill myself in punishment. You are scum. I'm so stupid. I don't even know if you are human.
JA - I am so sorry. If anyone should it is me. You are light upon this world. I can't even compare.
JA (tells TA she’s a bartender in a Mexican restaurant)
TA That’s a
’s job. Maybe you can get tips for
TA Yeah, you are a three hole wonder, you are good for something.
TA: your parents must be proud of you
JA: They're not proud of me
TA- You never saw me of more value as a piece of **** unless I was serving some purpose to U. I am less than nothing to you.
TA: I was a dildo with a heartbeat to U
JA: I really did love you, but I let it get so distorted. I am so sorry. I have no excuse. None.
TA: I loved someone that never existed, what I thought was real never existed. Finish your worthless email
TA: Send your piece of **** lie fest so I can mock it
TA : We already know based on all the last emails you sent and then invaded my privacy that it is ********.
TA: I know you got into my computer and erased an email to Lisa
TA: You stole my journals, you slashed my tires, and I know it. You can never tell the truth.
3:14 JA: I may be a liar,
, evil, a coward. I am most likely the most horrible person you’ve ever had the misfortune of knowing, but the one thing I am not is violent. I did not and would not and would never have slashed your tires.
3:22 JA: You deserve so much more than the crap I’ve given you. I deserve a pile of **** for what I’ve done to my friend.
3:24 TA: You tried to murder me from the inside out..... how could you? Why did you manipulate me into loving you? I was a good guy. Why did you have to do it to me? Why did you hate me? What was your objective, what was the point?
JA: I don't know what you mean ruin you? I would never set out to deliberately do that to you. I loaned you $200. I always wanted you to succeed. I am so sorry for what I’ve done. Those things don’t counterbalance what I did. I’m 100% responsible for this.
JA: There's no excuse for me to be alive
TA: I want a real answer
JA: There have been times I screamed so loud into the phone .I could only scream into the air-I hate you, I hate you, I hate you. I would sob until I couldn’t breathe. But I have done you more wrong.
3:49 (page 7 of chat) JA: I get so caught up in wanting to do the right thing then when you came around…I want to do a different version of the right thing. We shouldn’t be discussing this.
3:59 JA: The sexual part of me was an unevolved way of trying to be more loved. I knew you weren't in love with me. I knew you cared, but that it wasn't that kind of love. I convinced myself you were. It was intoxicating. You made it so good. But you weren’t just a piece of meat. I felt so, so loved. I would have been content just cuddling, but I wasn't strong enough. Again, I'm sorry for that.
(TA: have you had sex with anyone else)
JA: No, my sex drive is gone.
TA: I doubt that.
JA: The better I was, the more you wanted me and the more we got together. I was a
for you because I was a
for that feeling. I was a
in general. I still am.
4:10 Of course not. Nobody else can do that. If being a
for you is wrong I don’t want to be right. (says TA is her kryptonite).
4:11 JA: This is not an excuse for me to be alive (exchange between them about her breaking into his Facebook took place at this time -per BK)
TA: You know I’ll take you back. You know if you just equal the drama with my anger I’ll take you back, and that’s why you don’t hesitate to keep ruining me.
4:25 JA: Honestly, aside from what I wanted to say, it was me that wanted to hear your voice just once more. It's a little fix, your not the only one who is addicted.
4:30 JA: What’s the purpose? It’s not marriage. It’s just sex. . Here I come looking like an angel, speaking sweetly, acting nicely, pleasing you in many ways.
4:33 JA: You’re like an angel that gets snared by my evil influences. There’s really no point in my continuing to breathe.
Anyway, on the way back I told him of my plans to move to Yreka… 
