Adalena935 said:
I believe it's possible for mental illness and evil to exist in the same person. I believe that's what Andrea Yates is. Evil & mentally ill (depression) at the same time.+
Let me open up
this mentally ill person to you, ok?
Mental illness
IS evil as far as we mentally ill are concerned. With all of the stigma attachted to mental illness, why do you think a person in their "right mind" would want such a label to follow them for the rest of their lives? Isn't life hard enough without adding that into the mix?
I am sorry to have to be the one to inform you that mental illness is not something we
CHOOSE to be inflicted with. It happens *to* us, not *because* of us! Mental illness is a monster inside of us, much like the devil.
We are
born sick! It is the only thing we have ever known
-diagnosed or not-. It is not like an insect that you can simply swat off your shoulder. It is in-bred in us... like it or not *this is who you are*! These are battles we are
forced into without any coping mechanisms... without much thought process at all! Our minds are so full of rot (sickness) that there is not much room for "normal thinking" and rationalization.
I am by no means excusing Andrea's actions, I am simply trying to portray the other side to this story. The side that makes
NO sense because what was inside this womans mind made
NO sense-- not to her; not to people like me (who are inflicted with severe mental illness) and certainly not to people like you (people who are NOT inflicted with severe mental illness).
Like Andrea, I have been physchotic, so much so that Doctors couldn't even diagnose it properly! (perhaps she didn't let the Doctors "see" how bad off she was because she kept hoping and praying she would get better-) BUT I
also say this- Andrea has LOST her right to live in society! If I were to ever get
that sick I would sure hope someone would make damned sure I could not enter back into society EVER!
Mental illness is real! Every mentally ill person directly effects
3 other people.. yes, Three!
Much like the stigma that is attached to gays- we did not
choose to live this way! This happened
to us! And all we can do is hope to G*D the people in our lives that love us will make sure we and the very same people that we love are safe.... safe from us!
It is a
lonely,
sad,
scarey and
angry, disease. And there is NO reason in this day and age that we should have to go it alone.
Right now it could be happening to
your child... your loved one! OOOPS! Now you'd be one of
us, huh?
Would you send YOUR mentally ill loved one to the death chamber? Would you think he/she was making it up? Would you take away your love when he/she needed it the most? Or would you have guilt because you "never saw it coming"? Would you blame yourself for not knowing the extent of your loved one's ailments because he/she never came to you... never poured her/his heart out to you about who and what they really are because they knew you wouldn't accept them if they told you...