Ahhh I see.
I hope that they were positive experiences (eventually) that you had to relive ?
A little O/T but ....
I’m a great believer in everything happens for a reason and is meant to be and even if it is a horrific experience that you undergo, and at the time you cannot understand why it has happened to you, never mind believe it was meant to be and that eventually something good will come from it, in time, something good or at least positive will come from that experience. It may take you a long time to see it that way and to recognise the positives that you ultimately get from the experience but eventually you will look back and see that it had to happen in order for you to be in the place that you end up in.
I’m sure that there will be many who disagree with my philosophy and will ask - what good can possibly come from LB’s horrific murder but in time, when looking back, there will have been something come out of it that benefits people in different ways. Obviously, it goes without saying that you’d rather have LB still in your presence, especially her family and friends, but following the path set by our maker who decides when our time on this part of our journey is up, concluded, finished as we know it, and it’s not up for negotiation, it was going to happen no matter what, then the positive things start to show that eminate from the life of LB. For example, it’s made the local community so cohesive and supportive of each other and hopefully with talk of ultimately celebrating LBs life by engaging in community events, that in itself has inspired her local community to support each other ( when in this day and age, we often don’t even know who lives in our immediate road, much less see them and converse with them. )
I am in no way minimising LB’s horrific death but I am saying that if we look for it, in time, good and positive things will come out of her untimely and unfair death. And that’s already started in her immediate local community.
Her death must not be in vain
God bless her and her family and friends x